Happy Birthday to me

Thanks for all who had wish me happy birthday.

Unfortunately, you didn't.

Today is a full day for me...

I woke up at 9:00am this morning, which was not done for a long period of time already. I went to the Hong Kong Museum of Art.... right, to the exhibition, which had been held for a period of time already, namely Treasures of the World's Cultures from the British Museum. After two and a half hours, I went to a church to join the wedding ceremony of Teresa and Sebastien, who are the Assistant Manager and Head Sommelier of my restaurant. It took around another one and a half hours. After that, I went to work.... until 12:30am. Really tired....

Do you know why I would go to the exhibition only at the last day?

I still remember The Statue of Eros, who is the Greek god of love. The victims of the his arrows were unfortunate... as he may discharge his arrows with mischievous intent.

眼淚　沒有用的　我當然懂得　但你教寂寞　無法負荷
脆弱是不好的　你不會太難過　只會輕視我

微笑　沒有用的　我其實懂得　但會有錯覺　我還快樂
你對愛不吝嗇　你只是捨不得　把愛分給我

到地球湮滅　剩我一個　你的心　難道才會　願意收留我
傷心你留起　只對他說　高興也輪不到我

不渴望　你愛我　只希望你說　你真的恨我　證明你在意我
把這一種第一　分我一個
或許不是不能愛我　只是沒說破　你不夠愛我　卻又不放掉我
你太過享受　愛情的拔河　享受你被愛比較多

分手　沒有用的　我更會想你　你會讓快樂　變成罪惡
你對愛不吝嗇　你只是捨不得　把我還給我

到地球湮滅　剩我一個　你的心　難道才會　願意收留我
傷心你留起　只對他說　高興也輪不到我

不渴望　你愛我　只希望你說　你真的恨我　證明你在意我
把這一種第一　分我一個
或許不是不能愛我　只是沒說破　你不夠愛我　卻又不放掉我
你太過享受　虛榮的戰果　享受你被愛比較多　

你被愛　比較多

就是想和你打一個招呼的勇氣也沒有...

我還是我嗎

其實心裡有沒有我

抑或... 我對你來說只不過是微不足道

以為自己可以對你很洒脫的離去

原來我不能

我還可以看見你嗎

即使我只是朋友也好

我真的很想你

想

從來都說我不懂如何愛人

連表達自己也做不到

常做出一些怪異的行為

自我中心

self-centred