Currently Listening Eat, Sleep, Repeat By Copeland When You Thought You'd Never Stand Out see related

"do you love her?"
"yes, i do."
"then what is the point of dating other people?"
"i...don't...know."

thank you for opening my eyes.
you're all i need katie.
don't ever leave me. i'll take care of you.

Currently Listening Eat, Sleep, Repeat By Copeland Control Freak see related

it hurts the most to do something out of the ordinary and second guess yourself.

she isn't the right girl for me.
i'm destined to be alone.

"i'm writing you a song."
"okay."

Currently Listening It's All a Long Goodbye By On Broken Wings I Do My Crosswords In Pen see related

"Your feeling something I am never going to return."

she scares the shit out of me.

Currently Listening Never Take Friendship Personal By Anberlin Paperthin Hymn see related

she was here.
right here in this chair.

she was looking more gorgeous than ever. and i let her go.

i want her so bad now. but she plays games. i don't like it. but i will play too. we'll see where it takes us.

she better not fucking break my heart.

Currently Listening Before the Throne of Infection By Annotations of an Autopsy Deities see related

so, right below this is a post that i wrote with all intentions of you seeing it. but i later made it private because i knew the next day i would feel different about what i said. and i was right.

now that that's out of the way, down to business.

i really like her. i mean, i am attracted to her. but maybe katie is right. maybe she is too dumb for me. i don't know. i feel like i might have a chance. but i am so, so scared. i fall so hard. i feel it happening again.

because i feel desperate. i do.

i don't know where else to go though. i am going to try to take it slowly. that is going to be so hard though. so hard.