| | there are so many matters that leaves me in awe and speculation...like how weird it is to talk to sum1 thru the phone when thier so far away..i mean ure talkin thru a phone! modern technology amazes me so......or how we have the ability to feel so many things..to be able to have feelings that is...i dont think a person would even be human if they didnt possess the need to just feel...i was watching Joe Millionaire earlier and the guy was feeling a connection w/ this one grl and so all the girls there started feeling jealously and hatred for her just cuz she was getting a bit more of attention...and she wasnt rubbin it in or nethang becuz she was pretty humble bout it...but the fact that those grls were making it hard for her to feel welcome she asked the guy to eliminate her frum the game cuz she was too highly influenced by everyone around her...in my mind im like how idiotic of her to do that..cuz they were very well matched, and she had feelings for him..she later on had second doubts at the end but then it was already too late and she blamed herself for being so weak and for caring what others thought of her...i guess i can understand her position...becuz im the type to not realli fight for what i want, cuz if a person realli wants it badly enuff that they would be playing dirty and pull out every stops to get ahead in the game...fine, i realli dont care and would just make it easier by stepping back...thats pretty weak of me to do so....but i play fairly and i just cant ever have the bone in me to be ruthless...as with guys if i happen to fall for sum1 that another person feels strongly about..ill step back cuz its never worth it fighting over a guy...theres too many fishies out there in the sea to be wasting my bait on just a particular one...and its the guys decision who he wants to choose rite...so no matter how much u flirt and be easy...in the end its gonna be his choice alone of whose the more rightfully chosen one...i hope in the end that Joe Millionaire guy can see through what is real and fake, becuz its realli hard to find a decent person who likes you for who you are, theres way too many schemers, and grls has the higher advantge cuz we have the charms and knows what it takes to seduce a clouded in the head guy that cant but not help think with whats beneath his pants...maybe he'll follow his gut instincts or rather his heart and make the right choice...well'll see...nite pPl.. |
| | Posted 11/3/2003 9:59 PM - 1 view - 0 comments
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