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Original: 2/17/2004 3:28 AM
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Tuesday, February 17, 2004

 ...through the water......

Looking beyond the deep blue open sea,
the tidals of waves crashing above the miniscule sand...
Washing over me, creating this senseless thought of just
riding above the shores, and being free...
away from this unbalanced scale of feelings...
That has empowered to ridicule and weaken me
Im taken aback that something so breathtaking
can at the same moment destroy you
If u would just but let ur guard down
One careless move, and you could drown
I ask myself, would i ever give up that easily
or try to stay afloat, gasp for air,
so that my lungs not give up,
in order for me to survive and breathe...
its hardly possible to control a force
that appears to be so unpridictable
Never knowing when itll take you away
breaking thRough ur barricaded walls
that u thought would have always protected u
Imprinting a place in ur heart; that no one else ever knew
I had thought the past was a lesson learned
through all our mistakes...
A reminder we must remain strong
when the rough wind blows and leaves u
dis-oriented and all out of place...
We can say as we grow older and wiser
that we know right fRom wRong
and not settle for less because we deserve better
hAving it repeated constantly in uR mind
Wont help ur fragile heart fRom ignoring all those bad signs
wHich makes u wanna give up on hoPe
That maybe everyone out there is correct
and they see u remain trapped in a lie,
which u keep on swimming blindly into ;to disfigure the thought of failing in ur eyes...
I will continue on thOugh...to rise above the shore
When u think all is lost; somehow i find theres something worth
more to hold onto and reach for
Believing i can surface up, thRough the water
Or maybe my high pride wont let me give up
so i rather choose to drOwn here by holding on my own
Inside ill always know, that i gave my best and was willing to tRy
Maybe ill be huRt in the end, but how can u experiance the pleasure fRum the pain
if ure never willing to tRy agAin?
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VERY DEEP & STRONG.....WHOOOO.....
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