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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

	jap netball tv show somebody help me out on this: remember when we were small (i was in primary) there was this japanese tv drama series about girls playing netball? what was it called?!!
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Sunday, August 17, 2008

our engagement

fird's mom & i.

we managed to wiggle out of the worrying minds of our parents for prolonging the relationship any longer (5 years and counting) without any form of "ikatan", by getting engaged on july 19, 2008.

the whole procession was very traditional, to say the least. alhamdulillah no major hiccups, everything went well.
My family on mom's side still practice the Adat Pepatih so the discussions and addressing people were to be done very properly and all that. there were some things i was not aware of abt the Adat that was going on that day.. like with the kain batik-wrapped tepak sirih, the two engagement rings, and the whole "entering the Biduanda clan" deal.

the dulangs from fird (left) and me (right). dad & mom.

things that i was very glad for:
- we managed to bake and pack those muffins
- my baju in the end wasnt that bad at all after all i went through
- fird created all his hantarans and they were very creative and classy
- my bestest friends & cousins carried down the dulangs. ahahahahahha that was quite a highlight
- my relatives and friends came over to help out. that's priceless

and finally here's us. in our usual silly selves. fird paling selamba he wasnt even dressed for the occasion. :)

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

I still think of her. sometimes, I get flashes of how it was back then...taking care of her. I get flashbacks of her swollen paw due to being on drips too long, her face looking up to me in pain, her body just lying there weak.

every night I go to bed wanting to dream of being with her again, cuz I know i cant bring her back. I miss her terribly. there are times i just dont want to do anything but just think of her and cry.

ive been so depressed since she's gone.
i feel that i cant express this to anyone cuz they must be thinking that im crazy for still not getting over it. but i know if she was still around, she'd understand my pain.

cant wait to go to Heaven to see her again.

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Friday, May 23, 2008

	she's gone.
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

	can't bring myself to do it.
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