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and i want you to know
that i am both happy
and sad and i'm still trying
to figure out how that could be.
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Thursday, October 02, 2008

 

But you also secretly wish you could be
that obnoxious without any concern for
what people might think.



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We work in the dark- we do
what we can- we give what we
have.Our doubt is our passion
and our passion is our task.The
rest is the madness of art.

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to model and demonstrate
the kind of world
you demand to live in:

write the books.
make the music.
shoot the films.
paint the art.




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Madness is to
think of
too
many
things
in
succession
too
fast,
or of one thing
too exclusively.









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 The thing is, we didn't have to
hate

each other for getting older.
We just had to
forgive
ourselves for growing up.



 


Tuesday, September 30, 2008

But sometimes,
We forget what we got,
Who we are.
Oh who are are not.
I think we gotta chance,
To make it right.
Keep it loose,
Keep it tight.
Keep it tight.

I'm in love with a girl,
Who's in love with the world,
Though I can't help but follow.
Though I know some day,
She is bound to go away,
And stay over the rainbow.
Gotta learn how to let her go.
Over the rainbow.

Sometimes we forget who we got,
Who they are.
Oh, who they are not.
There is so much more in love,
Than black and white.
Keep it loose child,
Gotta keep it tight.
Keep it loose child,
Keep it tight.




by amos lee.


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i need peaceful looking things right now.



Saturday, September 27, 2008





Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive.  And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive. 

Harold Whitman







bye bye long hair! :)




Sunday, September 14, 2008


I had a lot of time today with myself. I realized a couple of things. 
I have the most wonderful life.  I have the most unbelievable person with me every second of every day. And despite everything that could tell me otherwise, I am the happiest I have been in years.  I have the most amazing opportunity to fulfil everyone of my dreams if I choose to.   The most unbelievable mother to support me.  The most caring, loving friends a person could ask for.  The most beautiful apartment in one of the most beautiful cities in the world.  The talent and passion to do anything I please.  Its not a fabricated version of the truth, it is reality. My reality.  And each day I wake up, I am reminded of these facts and smile.  Some days I forget to say it.  And others, I lack the energy to think it.  But each cell in my body knows and finally they can work together to convey it to my consciousness. 
& for that-- I am the luckiest

   

  
 









Ah, this life.










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