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  • That big mistake blew up on me. I had such a terrible mood swing when I fired off that letter and said terrible things that I didn't mean. To my fathers credit his letter was preachy, but not as harsh as it could have be…

  • So like last night I got sick of my stepmothers preaching, and blasted this letter off to my father to ask her to stop being a twit. It might have been a bit harshly worded, but I had forgetten to take meds yesterdays, s…

  • O.K. After messing around with content management systems for a while, I'm rolling my own website. Bleh! Two days of wasted time. But I wasn't making any progress. It's like complete crap what's out there, and I don't ha…

  • This is a great animation !!!http://members.cox.net/impunity/endofworld.swfI got it from Fading Sun site

  • I'm setting up a website. It's tasteful, but I've decided to ask for donation for SRS, etc, because it's worked for people in the past. I'm going to set up a paypal account and run it from home, I just have to work out t…

  • Somtimes I wonder if I'm more than the sum of the pills I take. Sigh. I just am so tired. After getting a good letter from my father, he is wrapped up in his clinic thing. I think it's him waiting until he sees me, but i…

  • OPUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Opus has returned. Let there be rejoicing upon the face of the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.berkeleybreathed.com/opus_returns.html In cas…

  • Also, tommorrow is the transgender day of rememberance. Please see if there is a vigil in your area, and attend! http://gender.org/remember/day/where.html http://gender.org/remember/about/core.html

  • Eek. O.K. tonight I was painting my fingernails, and like did the whole thing, file, smooth, buff, paint, shine. Left hand turned out great. Right hand, very bad. I used to paint my finger nails along time ago, but had t…

  • Ladder Theory. This is funny: http://www.laddertheory.com/ratingsystem.htm Really sexist, but funny as in how testosterone warps peoples view of the world.

  • I noticed the recipe I posted was screwing up the screen on my blog. I've edited the html, and it's fixed now.

  • Very good recipe: 1/2 pkg…

  • Blah. Therapy. I guess we were talking, and my therapist told me to boost my confidence that the front desk girl never new I wasn't natal female. That gave me a little boost. I keep hearing that from people. I guess it's…

  • I chatted with my father briefly on chat. He just wanted to let me know that he is going to be in Chicago for the weekend.

  • Thanks for everyone that left comments. They mean the world to me. Hmm. I got those two letters from my father and Stepmother, which is cool. I chatted for a few seconds so my father could learn how to use yahoo messen…

  • Quote of the day: Just read the trailer review for Cat In The Hat, and noticed the question, "How could the Cat in the Hat be rated PG?". Well, I've never been a Seuss fan and in fact have always found the Cat In The…

  • So I got another letter from my step mother ----------------Begin Letter--------------------------------------------- Just wanted to send you a note to say Thank You for trusting us enough to tell us the truth ab…

  • I feel really refreshed today. Really, really, really good. I was like pinch me, I must be dreaming. I wrote my father back, and told him I would answer any question he has, etc, and posed some questions about some famil…

  • Good News: --------------------Begin Letter----------------------- Received your packages as I was headed to a meeting at 7:00pm. The UPS person did not ring the door bell-so I found them stuffed between the storm and …

  • My father sent me a letter to my Yahoo account. I'm pretty scared, but I'm going to open it. I hope it's good news, I really do.

  • Thanks for the comments everone. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Still nervous and nauseous though. Bleh.

  • I sent the letter. I went and got $20 and treated myself to Arby's after therapy. Now I'm nauseous with worry. It'll be there tommorrow. It's like I just want a little acceptance and love. We'll see. I want to cry. I'm …

  • My grandmother called lastnight. I talked to her, and cried afterward. She asked if I was going to come to thanksgiving. I told her I would know in a week or so. I'm mailing out my coming out letter to my father today …

  • Quote of the day: " I am The Cat in the Hat trailer. The Cat in the Hat trailer I am. And I suck. Did these people even read the book? I have a feeling they didn’t. They had some guy who read the book about twenty y…

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  • Second scary pic:

  • Scary pic of the day: Japenese geeks dressing as anime characters. Which anime, I really, really don't want to know.

  • Uhm, LOL. I meant to enter something. Oh, yah. Bush signs partial birth abortion ban: <Boo> Federal judge places partial injuction against: <Yeh> Here is to hoping that it gets over turned. Psst. Idiots, …

  • Oh, I ordered DSL from SBC today. I'm going to be savings $60 a month, and the speeds are faster. Perhaps I'll host a website from home or something.

  • Analogy of the day: DEMOCRAT You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICAN You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOC…

  • Thanks for all the shouts. I guess maybe we should make anti-depressant web ring.

  • I'm on Zoloft now after a visit to the doctor. Gee, that was easy. So I'm like an official depressed person.

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