Well, honestly at this point I guess I'm... over having every one not talk to me. I had a conversation with that about Rebecca, which if any one decides to acknowledge my existence again, I'll want to tell them about. I'm liable to say fuck off first, because I'm sick of only being talked to when it's "convenient" or w/e. I mean, I can understand not wanting to talk to some one when things aren't going well, but you need to realize that you are pushing people away. That makes me sad, because there's not a fucking thing I can do about it. It hurts me more than I'll admit. I guess.
They found Moira's (Sheridan's mom) body. She's dead. Not sure how she died, but suicide is suspected. This sucks so much and I really don't know how Sarah is taking it. Idk, I REALLY hope that she manages to get through this because I KNOW things have been hell for her.
She was Sheri's best friend. It really makes me think twice about killing myself, because I can't imagine leaving Lindsey or Moyshi like that... Ick. She's pretty much been through hell and there isn't a thing I can do to help her. I don't even like talking about her in here, because she might read it. Eh, it sucks.
I have a splitting head ache. Which every one told me, it's because you had a drink you dummy. I didn't even have that much and I wasn't really drunk. Just couldn't walk well, but that's not unusual considering.
Anyway, I found a Canadian penny today. That was about the most exciting thing that happened today. Strange, I know.
I really don't have much else to day, due to the fact I feel like what ever I'm going through doesn't matter any more.
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I'm sorry about that person's mom =[
Ehh but sometimes Christina just doesn't understand. No one does.It wasn't me hurting him, it was my dreams hurting him. It's everything coming crashing down. I hate dreams like this. -_- I wake up in a cold sweat, not knowing if they were real or not, and it scares me.
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I wish there was some way to stop them...
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graciee
I'm scared of sleeping pills.
I'm scared of any type of pills.
What if I never wake up?
What if I close my eyes and never open them again?
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graciee
your friends need to support u and not be mad at u...thats what i think anyways...my friends have always been upset with me about my cutting but they have always supported me with my problems. good for u to tell them to fuck themselves!!! u need to stand up for urself and what u believe in! hang in there
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