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  • Funny how things work out

    They didn't really work out. I was about to find out how tylenol and some of that half gallon of whiskey would mix, but Aurora called me. By the time I got off the phone, my daddy was home so I didn't get to see how th…
  • ICKY.

    I've felt so urgey all day. All I've wanted to do is cut. I really hate what this does to me. I've been in the bathroom about 5 times planning on cutting. I just haven't yet. I've been trying to keep my hands and mind oc…
  • Today was AMAZING... for the most part.

    Well, today started out amazing. I had a great morning, other than for worrying slightly. I go about my day normally. I get into Mr. Banton's room. I freak out. Ben's in there. He's back. He looked hot today, btw. No jok…
  • Stupid Triggers

    Just lovely. Today went great. I ate all I wanted. I was having a great day. Then I read something triggering. It sent me into urges from hell. Where I am now. OMG it sucks so bad. I can't stand it. I can't cut though. A…
  • My Toe Itches

    It is driving me insane. It won't stop itching. I better stop talking about it. It keeps getting worse.Orientation is tonight. I am nervous. There are quite a few people that I don't want to see. Stuff I put behind me ov…
  • Again

    I have been cutting again. A lot. I probably have about 40 fresh cuts on me right now. I can't take this. I hate everything. I am sick of worrying. My best friend aurora thinks she might be pregnant. And she talked about…
  • Busch Gardens... and more

    Well, I went to Busch Gardens yesterday with Aurora. I had a great time. We talked about everything and rode the flume, apollo's chariot, and Escape from Pompeii. I hated Apollo's Chariot. Never again. No more big roller…

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