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Ramblings of a Teenage Whore.

Random title, pretty much says it all.I've had an alright day.I was supposed to have a rec ball practice today. We got there and it was drizzling. The field was absolute crap. It was so wet and icky. We ended up sitt…
- 4/6/2008 9:22 PM
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Oh my god.

Oh god. I'm so scared.I'm warning you... this is really really really really triggering.Please don't read if you think you can't handle it.I cut several times. I finally used my new blades and... it was bad. I have 3 cut…
- 11/20/2007 10:02 PM
- 11 comments
Lost 3 Pounds!

Yes. I'm so happy. I'd gained 3 (I think it has to do with water retention when I'm on my period), but I'm back down to where I was. I've eaten a little today. Well, way too much but I exercised TONS in gym. We did like …
- 10/23/2007 5:19 PM
- 5 comments
Ramblings From Today

Sometimes I get so sick of everything. Today is one of those days. I am just tired of it all. I got onto a message board I frequent today, and one of my favorite members had updated her signature. It says:Last cut-August…
- 8/25/2007 7:42 PM
- 2 comments
Nothing to say, but time for a new entry regardless

I hate going to a blog that hasn't been updated in forever. Then, when you poke some encouragement at the owner they say something like "my life is boring, nothing new is happening" Well something is bound to been happen…
- 8/14/2007 4:41 PM
- 3 comments
Busch Gardens... and more

Well, I went to Busch Gardens yesterday with Aurora. I had a great time. We talked about everything and rode the flume, apollo's chariot, and Escape from Pompeii. I hated Apollo's Chariot. Never again. No more big roller…
- 8/7/2007 6:23 PM
- 5 comments
If you could take back one mistake, what would it be?

I would have never starting cutting. That was one BIG mistake. I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too!
- 8/6/2007 11:14 PM
- 5 comments
Confused about myself

Does any one ever feel like they don't understand themselves? I always need to question my own decisions. It is frightfully annoying. I love my friends and everything, but i feel like things I have done (like cutting) h…
- 7/27/2007 2:17 PM
- 3 comments
Disgusted and Depressed

TriggerWell, today went horribly. The last few days have been bad. Last night I burned my arm on the lamp. On purpose of course. Today I just lost it all and cut. It wasn't bad. I did it quite a few times though. Not dee…
- 7/24/2007 10:19 PM
- 2 comments
Can't think of a title to describe the way I feel

Ugh. I feel like crap. It has been a long day. I woke up in a bad mood the other day and it has steadily worsened. I am just fed up with the world. I feel like cutting... A lot. I am ugh. I am trying so hard not to. I ha…
- 6/28/2007 10:19 PM
- 4 comments