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Twenty Reasons Why
Yesterday, I cut. *triggering, forgot to add that* I cut twenty lovely times. I told MJ, I didn't want to lie. He's not speaking to me now. Idk. It's gone to hell and there's nothing I can do about it. This morning,… -
I'm about to leave.
I'm about to go to Grammy's. I thought I'd sneak in an entry. We might go to Starbucks or something. I hope so. I could go to the hunt club, but I don't want to. I'd much rather stay here. I don't feel like facing a… -
*tears slowly fall and decorate the floor*
My foot really hurts. I wish my mother was here. My grandfather is really sick. He's in the hospital. He had to have a heart cauterization today. They found a blockage and he had to have emergency heart surgery. Ple… -
World is cracking down.
"Sad songs. (You should read this, people)I feel so out of it today. Everysong I hear is so... depressing. Right now the song Hurt (Joh… -
I'm fucked up.
I've been so paranoid today. I'm exhausted. My head hurts and I'm dizzy. I've had so much to eat today. I've looked at tons of thinspo today... which has really made me want to not eat and go back to purging. Such sk… -
I feel very alone right now.
I don't feel like talking about how today went. We had a game, lost 17-0. I feel so alone right now. I've just read and responded to all my comments. I guess I made things seem a LOT worse than they really are. My dad… -
Panic attack.
Today has been horrible. First, I had schoolwork that had to be done. No one has washed our clothes as well. My parents left earlier, saying that they were going to the grocery store. I didn't eat and didn't eat, even… -
falling faster.
I feel like things are starting to hit me at this moment. Everything is coming crashing back at me and I'm about to cry now. I'm seeing things so vividly. That song is playing in my head. After i heard it that time in… -
Reflections
Today was a little bit wild. Nothing major happened until lunch. I go to sit down and Courtney was in a bitchy mood, so she was bitching. I really didn't appreciate being yelled at and walked all over, but I held my to… -
So much to say
Augh. I've got too much to do. I made the softball team. My legs hurt. I want to talk to Matt badly but I don't know why. I can't think straight lately. I need help. Shit, shit, shit. The radio just stopped and made …
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