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  • Thoughts before doing the stuff that needs to be done before bed.

    Lately, I haven't felt like exploring my emotions on here as I should.I didn't do much today, other than EAT. I feel so fat. *sighs* It was rainy out, so I couldn't do much. it's supposed to rain almost all this week…

  • Oh man. *ED trig*

    Past few days have been wild, but I don't want to drag that into my post. I will say that my mother called me a psycho and we were in a knock down drag out fight about something stupid. She won, as always and wouldn't …

  • I'm fucked up.

    I've been so paranoid today.I'm exhausted. My head hurts and I'm dizzy. I've had so much to eat today. I've looked at tons of thinspo today... which has really made me want to not eat and go back to purging. Such ski…

  • amanda is pretty screwed up.

    Intake for the day:cerealbagel w/ cream cheesesandwichcup of pudding3 bowls of cereal for supper. *hides*I've gotta stop eating like this. About killed me not to purge. Can't keep handling this. How much can I take b…

  • I need to talk about something.

    I've got a lot on my mind.but I can't seem to say it.It's all too hard at the moment.I've had help from friends THROWN at me, but I can't take it.It's getting to the point when I want to cut, I can't even ask for help. …

  • WHORE.

    -nods- That's pretty much me. I don't even feel like typing all of this relationship bullshit out, or the whole sex thing either. I'm sick of that word, that's all I've heard today. Fuck sex.Today has sucked. I've go…

  • stupid food

    I'm quite sick of food for the day. I've had all of this food to eat, but trust me I'm paying for it. I was lucky I wasn't sick on the way home from eating out tonight, because as soon as I got home... blah. I can't r…

  • Being honest.

    I feel like a little brat, because I keep moaning on and on about last night, but well idk. I need to, so I will.Last night was HELL. For the longest time after I cut, I was so happy. It was weird. Very, very strange…

  • Some thoughts before I have to take the clothes outta the washer

    TH is down, which is driving me nuts. I really need to post about something that's going on, but I guess I'm stuck talking about it here, which can be annoying because I doubt I'll get a lot of replies on this, then I'l…

  • Woo.

    Moyshi got a myspace the other day, at my encouragement. She added me today. I put her in my top, number 3. It's weird seeing her name as Jessica, because every one calls her by her sn. I'm like, what the only one wh…

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