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  • I'm about to leave.

    I'm about to go to Grammy's. I thought I'd sneak in an entry.We might go to Starbucks or something. I hope so. I could go to the hunt club, but I don't want to. I'd much rather stay here. I don't feel like facing al…

  • Oh dear God.

    (trigger)I just cut, omg. All over both hips. At first, it didn't look bad. Slowly, that green wash cloth turned red. It looks bad, it stings omg it stings. They aren't deep, just bleed all over the place. I'm so s…

  • Reverie

    "She stands there, alone in the clearing with the pale moonlight illuminating her skin. She stands in a ring of mushrooms, a fairy circle. She has on a lilac night gown, which floats gently around her ankles. In her h…

  • I fucked up. Like I've fucked up everything else. (EDITED for more)

    This post is going to be really triggering, due to talk about relapses. Reader beware.Yep. So, guess i should go ahead and say it. I cut. All the way down my arm, skipping over the already scarred up parts. I'm so go…

  • I Feel So Alone

    I feel so alone today. I know I'm really not. I have people I could talk to if I want to, but I'm sick of worrying every one. I'm sick of ruining people's Saturday's. I don't want to be alone, but I'm sick of being a bur…

  • Sick. of. life.

    Do you ever get to the point where your head is in one place and occasionally you don't know where your body is? Today has been one of those days. At least after I got home. I saw something on tv and it just set me off. …

  • Disgusted and Depressed

    TriggerWell, today went horribly. The last few days have been bad. Last night I burned my arm on the lamp. On purpose of course. Today I just lost it all and cut. It wasn't bad. I did it quite a few times though. Not dee…

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