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Name: CHANYANG
Metro: Amman
Birthday: 7/4/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: LIstening the radia in bed(NOT IN JORDAN)_to be jealous when I watch ROMENCE MOVIE_to serve my GOD_buy a new hair pin _YOU _ OKCUNGYUNE!!!!(my 1st lover)_at night_ DOLPHIN_buy A ROSE fot ME_ PINk_ Purple_ MoTher_Father_떢볶이_Bothring Chan-Ki when he sleep ♬ _동환_Drawing with opposite side_Winter_SNOW!!!!!!_HaTE A PERSON who like DOGFOOD( NOT ALL THE KOREAN LIKE IT)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/19/2005
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| what's in your circle? 
what's in it? what's in the circle? what's in the circle, at the chair? I guess its me, I see, I am setting at the chair you're taking about. well.. in my circle, Jesus is there, he is setting at the chair. It's your mind, the circle represent your mind. Oh,, really? hum,,, I thought I gave him the first place, but, it was just my thought, my heart and my mind was filled with all of me,, Then how Could I make him to come into my mind again? Why dont you try to pray that you want him to come to your mind , in the circle? But,, I dont know how to pray,,,, seriously,, I dont konw,,, You can talk to him as you talk to your friend,,, But,, I have never had such a freind,, and I dont even know how to talk.. Just tell him that you want him, not you , and you want him to come,,, I'll try.. ... ........ | | |
| why are you afraid?
She asked me "why are you afraid? , you haven't started it yet....?"
"I just feel like I am alone in a long way and I don't know how to start,¡± I answered.
¡°Don¡¯t worry it's a small dot on your life, it does not make big differences,, so Don't be afraid to start,,
Don¡¯t be afraid.........?????
It's been so long that I haven¡¯t look at my xanga, and I need something to express my feelings,, finally I got one,, I remember that I had xanga, haha¡¦ In those days, I was being sensitive especially towards my brother Changi (SORRY). I spent 12 hours per a day to prepare the art portfolio for college application, and I was acting so susceptibly.
Sorry for those of you whom I hurt..
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| How insensitive I must have seemed
when he told me that he loved me
how unnerved and cold i must have seemed when e told me so sincerely
why he must have asked did I just turn and stare in stare in icy silence
what was I to say?
what can you say when a live affair is over?
now he's gone away
And I 'm alone with a memory of him last look
Vague and drawn and sad
I see it still all the heartbreak in his last look
How he must have asked
could I just turn and stare in icy silence
What was I to do?
what can one do when a love affair is over?
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Interview with GOD
I dreamed I had an Interview with God
God asked
"So you would like to interview me?"
"If you have the time," I said.
God smiled.
"My time is eternity...
what questions do you have in mind for me?"
"What surprises you most about humankind?"
God answered...
"That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up,
and then long to be children again."
"That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health."
"That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither the present nor the future."
"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived."
God's hand took mine
and we were silent for awhile.
And then I asked,
"As a parent, What are some of life's
lessons you want your children to le! arn?"
"To learn they cannot make anyone love them.
All they can do is let themselves be loved."
"To learn that is not good to compare themselves to others."
"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."
"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to
open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them."
"To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least."
"To learn that there are people who love them dearly,
but simply do not yet know how to express or
show their feelings."
"To learn that two people can look at the same thing
and see it differently."
"To learn that it is not enough
that they forgive one another,
but they must also forgive themselves."
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.
"is there anything else you'd like
your children to know?"
God smiled and said....
"Just know that I am here."
"Always."
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| "College"................. ummmmmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,
I don't want to think about that anymore...... Actually most of my friends have finished the application and they are having great time (especially my Korean friends). I did not know that I should take the TOFEL and the SAT before I send the application to college or university. I thought the English was not that hard when I lived in Korea, but now I¡¯m still suffered with both preparing college (which is portfolio) and learning English :( I¡¯ve been Jordan about a year and three months WOW~~~~~~ It¡¯s quite long time ago~
Oh!! I found some pictures last night, our last summer ROAD TRIP!!!! And I made them as a one picture~ I miss Miss Cassidy and Bethany Hartman a lot¡¦ I would never forget memories of Whitman Academy and my precious friends~ | | |
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