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i am so deathly afraid of change and here i am. and so confused with everything, i might add. life's cooler when you're building sandcastles and running into the water, no matter how cold it is.
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oh what a funny night. in so many ways.
not easily forgotten. not willingly forgotten. i know everything about every date and time. i'm like an open book of memories.
tonight: watched the family stone and almost cried. i hate knowing the ending. tomorrow: happy birthday, coach. thanks for being a second father. i've always been a mess like that.
when i run, i feel accomplished.
4 poems i wrote.

disasterous destiny every week, a rollercoaster of emotions. so cliche, i know i know, she says. a smile so fake, drenched with invisible confusion. do you know where you're headed, she says, she says. he's never known.…
send me to north carolina and never let me come back evereverever. shut up self distruction.
lykeomgzz i hate gurlz. just kidding, i was pretending to be like that. god, i hate girls. drama, much? mm, yeah. the things i have to listen to from people about other people who i work with. i'm like shut your mouth,…
hello, summer. happiness strikes at random times. those pretty song lyrics. the kind you wanna spin to in a field. those are the kind she loves.
read the protected posts :] uhm, and comment if you want to be added for that list.
i feel the summertime, already. i really do. i was outside at kate's all day, going back later tonight. omgosh, somuchfun. pics on the myspace :] anyway, grades all over the place: english - 93 [probably due to the ess…
one down, four to go. hello summer, i wanna go to a playground. :]
you never live until you allow yourself to. me + mother = potential disaster.
i'm blocking all the guys who have ever messaged me "sex me up, baby" or something along those lines, on myspace currently. i'll let ya know the total when i'm done. i'm at 4.
in theory it could be amazing. in theory it could be a disaster. i've spent the last hour in a daze and now my eyes are burning from the lack of sleep. edit. my mother and i converse more while driving than all the res…
whatta typical girl i am. buying hair lightening stuff and tanning. if i don't cut this out you might think i'm like black. haha =]
sundays are supposed to be sad. happy girl, happy daysss. =]
i got to bed at 1 am. =]