ok fjb sale was sooooooo civilized compared to the topshop one. lol i came out with scratches and bruises from the topshop one k. damn ganas everyone can die.  

but it wasn't cheap though. fai came out empty handed and i only bought 2 pairs of shoes. which is actually perfect coz i've been looking for shoes.

although joyce damn champion.

i wanted only one pair at first, and it was 150 for 2 pairs. DAMN value since it's guess which usually costs at least 350 for one pair.

fai said why don't you ask joyce to share.

then when i spotted her i was like 'omg joyce 2 pairs of guess shoes for 150 bucks!'

and she was like, 'yea i know!'

'you wanna sh..'

'i got 4 pairs!!!'

both me and fai were like -_- 'ok.'

so bought 2 pairs in the end. i think it was like 90 for only one pair.

watched ironman. HE IS SO COOL! like a human transformer! can't wait for the second movie!

smalls is damn nice to dance with.

there's a fine line between normal, and crazy.

for me, if someone lies and spread rumours just to ruin someone's life, is considered quite crazy psychotic already.

i'm finding it hard to explain, because i'm actually trying to say things like this are actually normal.

hahahha i guess what i'm trying to say is that there are SO many people like this out there, that it's actually quite normal, and we usually just put up with it and ignore.

like you might find crazy religious anonymous commenters who hate on people's blogs but still come back everyday to read it very psycho. like, why? do you really have nothing better to do?

but then again, it's still normal. because it happens everywhere. and we just, ignore it.

what happens, when you come across someone, who shocks, frightens and amazes you all the time.

because of how mean they can get.

like, evil mean. the kind that wants to harm you in the worst way possible.

anyone can be bitchy, anyone can be psycho, anyone can make up stories, anyone can anonymously leave hate comments, anyone can be a psycho ex.

but when you believe that someone was capable of evil, mean things, what do you do?

when their soul is so far gone that they're incapable of normal feelings?

if they even have one?

or even a conscience?

totally opens up a whole new level in psychotic madness?

makes you fear for the ones you care about?

this is when, i believe, your support system.... is always gonna be there to make the best of it.

that person however, will live a very long lonely life.

because no one will ever want to be near anything that destructive.