I miss you so much ;;
your voice, your touch
but most of all, I miss

how I felt when you
hugged me . . . </3

&& She Saves His Voicemail
So Whenever Shes Lonely
She Can Hear His Voice

I can't forget everything we've
done. I can't pretend I'm not hurting.
I can't make you see how much I need
you back in my life. But I can put a fake
smile on my face to make you believe that
I'm happy, when really deep inside I'm crying.

You know it's changing, and it's
breaking your heart. There's nothing
you can do except watch it all fall apart </3

always remember to never forget the people that really love you

 SOMETiMES .. no matter how long or how hard you`ve loved someone .. they`ll never love you back. & no matter how much it hurts you`ll have to be okay with that .. x3

 my head is saying [[ w.h.o c.a.r.e.s a.b.o.u.t h.i.m ? ]] and my heart is screaming [[ i d.o ]]

 it kills me to know you're online and you won't talk to me...its just time i realize that i don't mean anything to you...and i never really did.

 Are we friends .. or are we not? You told me once But I forgot : so tell me now and tell me true so can I say * I'm here for you Of all the friends I've ever met Your the one I won't forget

everyone keeps telling me to just get over him && move on, but they obviously don't understand just how hard i've already tried

you never stop loving someone, you just learn to live w/ out them

& even when nobody’s looking, she’s s l o w l y falling apart..

so i'`ll erase everything; && i'`ll forget about you. it'`s just too bad that this; might be the hardest thing i will ever have to do.

::: the worst feeling isnt being lonley it's being forgotten by someone you could never forget:::

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 you were my first love , my first kiss, the first who ment the world to me... and now.. you gone/ 

The promise that he made. Left broken on the floor.<3 The bruise' left around your heart left you begging <3 <3 <3 for more.'

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drout, hopeless & disappointing Don`t make me wait for you, just because, you know that I will<3

 u know, i never wanted to believe this,but i think i'm finally realizin that all great things come to an end.and what u thought would never happen,happens when u least expect it. making it so much worse 


i need you. and you dont no how hard that is for me to accept. but its a whole hell of a lot easier then trying to imagine my life without you..<3333

Do you ever lay in bed` hoping That tommorow you`ll wake up In the Emergency room and You`ll hear somebody say "She`s not gonna make it thru"

 life doesnt hurt until you realize how much things have changed.. who you've lost, and about how much of it was your own fault ..`

catch me as i fall; e> say your here and it's all over now..

ThE GreaTesT FeeLinG in The wOrLd is to listen to that 'someones' heart Beating ...& knOwing that his heart Beating Like that because of .'Y o u

the hardest thing in life is trying to go back to "normal" when for the first time ever, your world was so "extraordinary" <33 

 i'm happy. as long as you know that i'm standing right next to you. And no girl will ever love you like this. <

the easiest way not to get hurt is not to care but that is the hardest thing to do

No matter how hard you try to get over someone you will still have some sort of feeling for them.. Remembering the way things used to be and, how they are now - i don't think i can ever let go.

you dont realize what you have until you lose it. and you are nothing but grateful when you get it back. 3> 
 
i lie in bed at night replaying the day in my head and 'thinking about how everything reminded me of yu, how i just wanted to hear something outside my window and see you standing in the rain...i can't even begin to tell u how much my «3 hurts

"to her he`s everything, to him shes -just another girl"

Just when i think ive lost it all ..i think of you and i realize that ive got it all <3

the scariest thing about falling in love getting hurt the scariest thing about getting hurt not being able to love again the scariest thing about not being able to love again being alone forever <3

&i don' t want to live the rest of my life thinking of you, and what might have been 

 made the choice to finally let go because my heart can't stand `' this pain. it's time for my last tear to fall && for me to smile again 

 if only he could understand how much shit he put me [ t h r o u g h ] ..

i wondered why i couldn't even look at him, without getting tears in my eyes... then i realized... my heart was broken and it shattered into pieces. <//3

 love is when thoughts of him fill your heart x3 when he means more than [ life ] to you & when you know you would never be the same again if he was taken from you *

you know it's real when you can't stop Smiling, when your thoughts revolve around him & he's the one you feel the happiest with.. there's just that something about him you don`t see in other guys.. and when you're not with Him, the only place you want to be is in his arms xOox

&& if it makes a difference, there isn't one day that you are not on my mind

i've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear because that's how much i want you </3 

 find the one you can be yourself around;; you can say whatever you want and you can laugh, you can smile, you can scream, and you can hug .. you can kiss, you can fight && make up the very end of the night .. but still be absolutely crazy about eachother

__________________________________

we're just trying to figure out what this is really all about

is it the numbers that we never see?

is it the power that lies beneath our feet?

 is it the cries that erupt from inside my gut?

 is it the fact I know Ill never stop?

 is it the way he teases, pinches, plays?

 is it the reason i wake up everyday?

 We lie our way through tempting nights, laying out plates, and forks, and knives.

But we're just trying to figure out what this is really all about.

is it the way it makes us feel?

twisting us into that grinding wheel, promising

salvation, beauty, and rapture once we give into this tedious torture.

Is it because he says your imperfect?

is it because they all say its not worth it?

 is it the promises that make you put up your hand?

is it the promises that make you put up your hand?

is it the boys' never ending demands?

 marks on your index remind of the time you stuck it down so far you almost died

but you make up excuses, say its ok

and then it happens again the very next day

 She makes you think your in control

and every day you pay the toll feeling worthless,

stomach pains

lying on the bathroom floor again

But I guess its always been that way `
wanting to be loved-to find someone that
makes your heart ache in a good way

you don't understand me..&& you never will
soo don't stat that shit about knowing how i feel.

Let's commit the perfect crime, ill
steal your heart && you steal mine

when he's all you're thinking of
when you got nothing else to
do.. just do yourself a favor &*
think the whole thing through...`
.then ask yourself one question
( is he thinking of you too? )

all i dream for is someone who will
cuddle with me and tell me im
beautiful when im crying my eyes out