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Sunday, March 26, 2006

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Monday, February 27, 2006






so i kinda love this boy.



catch me as I fall <3 say your here and its all over now


Saturday, February 25, 2006

Time for an update?
I think so.

Well on wedesday night I went to the movies with matt and we saw when a stranger calls. Kinda scary kinda stupid as most horror movies are. The mall closed when it was over so we walked outside for little while and he asked me out all romantic. Thursday I did absolutly nothing. Last night I went to the mall with matt , his bff josh and my bff morgan. Josh and morgan really like each other, Im just the best at getting people together. Me and matt end up ditching them and run through department stores trying to hook up. We took some cute pictures I will post them later. When I got home I got in  a fight with alix. I put my dont call dont iM away message up and yet matt still calls. So we had a nice long talk. Turns out he used to be a cutter and knows where im comming from. And he doesnt have a problem with me smoking. I have a feeling this is gonna last for a while.



Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Last night was truly amazing. I danced with two very hott guys. One lives kinda far so I doubt  I will ever see him again. But matt oh my matt lives not that far and knows ryan my ex. I am not going to rush this. We have a date tommrow. Today I am going to finish painting the closet and organizing stuff. By the end of the week I will be 92. I must.



So I'll leave you with this
No pretty words
& I wont beg you to stay
I'll stand my ground
Go Ahead
walk away


Monday, February 20, 2006

Its Presidents week which means no school . Finally away from the drama and stupid people. For a presidents day  project im gonna paint my room.  Its fairly large and should take up most of the day. After I will shower and get ready to go to a club where I will dance the night away. Hopefully find a cute guy even though I kind a gave up on love and guys. 

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