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  • I have so much on my mind right now. I spoke to my friend about stuff. Some fucked up shit, you know. I know I have stress and a lot of it. I know where it is coming from but no one else does and I am keeping it that way…

  • i am: a cool chick.i think: of sunrises and sunsets.i know: how to smile.i want: to be happy.i have: everything yet i have nothing.i wish: for happiness.i hate: me.i miss: feeling the emotion of love.i fear: death.i feel…

  • I am fucked up right now. I drank a little something something during school and got a little drunk. Haha, it was so fun with my friend Dan Kutty. Now rumors are going about that me and him are dating. No, he's just a go…

  • Aww damn so much drama in my little world. Thank you all for your encouraging comments. Well, things are okay. We are trying to work things out however it is all too weird now between us. Do not worry I will not change f…

  • Why does Allen hurt me so? He does not even know when he hurts me but I do not know if I should take that as an excuse. Damn I spent the night over in Newport this Saturday with him. I went up there Saturday morning and …

  • It is now 2:54 a.m. right now, by the time I finish this entry it will somewhere between 3:05-3:10 a.m. I just came back from the movies. I went with some friends including Kaetjens, Waline, and Jose. We were at first go…

  • Wow, today was actually cool for me. I did get to talk to Allen and we worked things out. He called me once again but he acted as if everything was normal. The first thing that I said was, "I'm sorry". Yeah it felt good …

  • Oh my god, I am such an ass. Allen called me around 10:30 from work. He is not supposed to do that cause it is not his break time. He wanted to check up on me since I sounded so sad yesterday on the phone and the phone r…

  • I have been hit by this harsh cold wind and I do not think I can pick myself back up. I have so many problems facing my life, relationships, and my own identity. As you can see I think I might be bisexual. I have not e…

  • Good morning! Wow, what a nice day! Haha, yeah right. There is so much snow outside that work is cancelled. I am kind of happy about that but I will have to make up my hours this week. I had a pretty okay Valentine's, n…

  • Damn I could not do it. I did not go to school yesterday and today. I fucken suck! I am too lazy nowadays. Anyways, I went out to my friend Vichar's house and then to the mall. Bought some roses for my mom and my two aun…

  • God, I hate that I am in school now. This is my second consecutive day in school since my six-day vacation. I have free period right now and it sucks big time. I am in the college room with my friend Lucy, this big dork.…

  • Can my life get any better? Haha, did it get any better? Well well, today is my friend's 18th birthday and I did not get her anything yet. Which sucks major mouse cock cause I need to buy her something. I want to findher…

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