Venting isnt bad, but I honestly dont think that you are a "bad omen", nor should be grounded to your room.   Live your life.   Sure you're gonna mess up, sure others are going to mess up.   Things will happen if you step outside your door because thats LIFE.   But God is in control of it all..   He's Sovereign.  

You're not now, nor have you ever been ruining my life.   Infact, you're a blessing to my life.  

Perhaps it's more that bad things happen and you can't go to a place and have nothing happen? That the bad things happen whether you are there or not.

Ah, cheer up !

:)

God Bless..

You don't ruin everything silly girl!  Where'd you get that idea?  Don't know what happened, but everyone makes mistakes....you'll be okay and everything will turn out just the way it was suppose to :)

you are not a "bad omen"...get online tonight and we can talk about all this...love you and am praying....

Man if i wasn't up here in Columbus i would so go to ur house......ur not bad luck......actually i think ur good luck.....B/c since like my whole meltdown u've been there to help me......So if you need something let me know.....I'm here for your Beth.......ur awsome and great......Take Care......

KJ