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not much to say...so...this weekend has been great so far...hanging out with jess that was some kick ass time at her house...it was hilarous we were so hyper dude...and then we went to the battle tonight...that was prett…
oh..just another interesting day...i saw "him" today but i chose not to make eye contact or look at him so i just walked on by..i doubt he noticed...oh well...this is all bullshit anyway i'm just gonna go and blast my be…
i guess things are going alot better now...i mean the whole situation before was so fustrating and it hurt really bad but i'm getting over it...slowly but surely...i've got alot on my mind but nothing i can do about with…
ugh...this sucks...i don't want this anymore i don't want ppl jumping down my throat and on my back about everything i can't do it anymore...i don't know what's going on anymore all i know is it's painful and it hurts.…
w/e i just don't care i've been screwed over with everything for a year and i'm still suffering...i thought that things were actually getting better with life and chad and friends but i guess i was wrong...the one time i…
F**k EVERYONE!! ugh i knew this would end up bad...AHHH i can't take this anymore!!
well things got ALOT better, i went to the mall with layna it was great fun!! haha so many things happened it was hilarious i just dont' feel like typing it all down...i kinda got something on my mind and it's bothering …
OMG I'M GONNA EXPLODE WITH FUSTRATION!!!!!! omg what is up with ppl today their like geting pist at me for all this shit that i'm not doing!! omg just leave me the fuck alone!! and EVERYONE! stop thinking that i'm mad at…
YAAAY!! MY INTERNET IF FINALLY WORKING!! lol i guess everything is falling into place... things have been going well i've been sleeping alot lately but that's okay cuz it gives me more energy during the day lol but ye…
yea...i basically woke up like 30 mins ago cuz i was studying for mid-terms and fell asleep tipical of me i know...i've been sleeping alot lately but that's okay cuz i wake up in a good mood...and today i'd have to say t…
things have DEFINITLY gotten better...today was great and i'm sooo happy! well got a ton of homework to do so check ya later...cya
...not much to say... "blah, blah blah" that's how i feel at the moment and i won't go into details why...i wanna talk to penn.(code name) cuz i really need his help at the moment but it will pass...i hope... "until …
OH HAPPY DAY..!! (breaks into song..) lol today was a good day...i'm soooo happy...and your may not know it but your the cause of it all and that's a good thing! well i don't have much to say except that today was GREA…
YAAAY! TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY I AM 15 WHAHOO!! lol...well today was great..jess your the best thanks for everything!!...and thanks for the hug...from jimi and jess and layna and melanie! melanie your such a god! i bow to …
"you make me so happy and i like you soooo much but i'm not sure if you really know how MUCH you mean to me or how big my feelings are for you...i got to talk to you more then just saying hi...and it made my day ALOT bet…
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The main reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they wish they could be ju…
hey well i know it's the next day but last night was EXCELLENT!! me and jess were trying to get like marlayna and kris and other ppl to go to the movies with us but they couldn't go so me and jess went so i got ready an…
hey well yesterday was new years eve...so HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!! it was a really good night well it started out bad cuz ppl didn't come they kinda ditched me for another party and i was really upset!! then they deci…