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so this weekend has been totally awesome! steve came over on friday and we hung out till like 12:30...then on sat. me and layna went to safeway and got the ultimate lunch ever it was awesome we bought wip-cream, strawber…
random....kinda how i feel today it's weird today has been a sucky, fustrating, teary day...
that's such a cool picture... today totally sucked to the max and yea well i hated today and its friday which makes everything worse! well later
i think that pictures cool...like the skull it neat
Well today was a good day! testing sucked but it wasn't that bad only one more day of it and i'm free from it all!!! then finals of course oh well...anyway i saw steve today after school then my dad picked me up and me…
I SAW MY POOKIE YESTERDAY NIGHT AND I HAD ALOT OF FUN!! i'm glad i got to you see you again and hang out again jess!! good times!!
random picture time... ~ by Joshua Kadison You're my peace of mind in this crazy world. You're everything I've tried to find, your love is a pearl. You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow …
YAAAAYYY CRACK!! lmao! haha i got to spend time with layna!! i haven't for awhile and it was so nice to laugh alot on the bus then go over her house after the bus ride home and keep the laughter going and get a chance to…
wow awards was boring as hell...2 hours long!! it sucked but i got a "minds in motion" award of having a 3.25 or higher while on the team which is cool and i got a patch...well i'm bored out of my mind so i'll catch ya l…
godsend is a great movie...well today i went running and that was fun...tomorrow i think me and layna are going running not sure yet...but i'm kinda tired i got back from the movies with steve and we saw phil there and h…
"...stab me and watch me bleed from the deep wound you have created, that you don't fix you just keep puncturing and twisting making it worse and worse everytime, you may not know your doing it to me, but you are...i'm t…
"...if you stay out of my pants, i'll stay out of yours.." haha ryan...that's a great slogan for "no abstanince(sp) for me" haha anyway...i'm just hanging out with steve ...be back later
great the depression and pulling away is coming back...i hate this, i hate life, ahh i wanna move to north carolina or i wish that i was in college to get away or able to drive cuz i'd drive away and wouldn't come back..…
yea i hate not having anything to say...but i feel bad if i dont' update it plus i dont' want to leave the last entry as it is cuz i'm not in that mood anymore cuz i went running with layna that day and she made me happy…
wow how quick that was...my mood just went from being really happy to droping 10 numbers on the scale to pissy/depressed mood...it sucks i'm gonna go run towards i dunno somewhere! i might call steve first to see how he …
things are going really great! and i'm extremely happy...but then there's things/people that just piss me off...i don't want to talk abut it anymore then i have to...so i think i'm gonna go...later
This weekend kicked so much ass!! i got to hang out with steve, i went to the fair with him and layna and nick and dave and other ppl, i got to see MY POOKIE!! at her lil hang out party on sat. that was so fun and today …
well first off i got to hang with steve which was fun then...he left then marlayna bailed on going to jess's which kinda pist me off cuz i was already in a bad mood then jess's mom gave me a ride THANK YOU!! so i got t…
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