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Thursday, January 03, 2008
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1.
cory: it's an interesting feeling...
shawn: what.. to know that it's over?
cory: no, to be the only one in the world that knows it's not..
--boy meets world.2.
It's one of those feelings.
The ones where you get the good kind of goose bumps in 90 degree weather.
You sit there and think about him & you can't help but smile whenever you see him.
He takes your breath away.
You'd rather spend the rest of your life,
sitting there with him than winning the lottery or becoming famous,
because, when you're with him,
you have everything.3.
Keep on loving him even if you see no point.
Maybe the point just hasn't made it's way into your story yet4.
she's getting to you.
you're slowly realizing that you don't like
being without her. you're feeling exactly how she did.5.
she's beautiful, but she'll
never admit it. music makes
her world go round, literally.
friends are her everything.
she's afraid of being alone.
when she smiles her whole
face lights up. & her heart
has been broken by a guy
who doesn't like her anymore
and you know what?
she's still brave.6.
You can't pretend you
never think about us.
We had our problems,
but we had good times too.
Like that slow dance that seemed to last forever
& not long enough at the same time.
And the summer where everything started.
Remember those nights when we pretended
it would never end? Maybe you can,
but I can't forget everything so easily.
Our racing hearts and your laughter
still sometimes reach my ears. Don't you want
those days back? Please tell me you do.
Because I don't think
I can hear you say you regret us.
I don't think I can hear you say
you regret me.7.
Falling for him once: temptation.
Falling for him twice: destiny.
Getting your heart broken: a mistake.
Letting it happen again: unstoppable.8.
When he holds me close, and I can hear his heartbeat,
and kiss his lips, I realize,
this is where I want to be,
and this is how I want to feel.9.
Lets start over... Let's forget all of our problems...
let's put the past behind us, and never bring it up again...
It's like they say: "You can't live or love in the past."
Lets throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust, if you give me yours...
lets fall in love again... the right way10.
hes gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement
more like you're startled everytime you see him
and you stare in amazment
just wondering how anyone could make
your stomach produce butterflies
in such a small amount of time11.
Seeing him was like hearing an
old song come on the radio; bringing
up so many old feelings & memories
that you can't tune them out.12.
When you`re still smiling about something that
happened five months ago,
you know there`s gotta be more.13.
what is hard to bear is sweet to remember."
-portuguese proverb
Monday, December 31, 2007
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I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark,
and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't
know that I hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the
rain. or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I
truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don't know how many
tears I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself
every day. I bet you don't know how ticklish I am or how I
can't make decisions. & how it drives me crazy when you look
into my eyes. I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be
with you. But mostly I bet you didn't know how much I love youShe won't tell you
about her problems
because she's too scared
to face them herself.Just because I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days
when it all comes rushing back.She looked into the night sky, and said so this
is what it feels like, letting go of everythingThis isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in.So take your empty words
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole
Cause I am done with this"I loved you. And here's a news flash.
You protected me from nothing. I spent
a long time missing you, wondering what
the hell I did wrong to make you do that
to me. I thought everything was my fault.
And even when I got over that, I still knew
what I'd lost.You.. You were the one who
made me laugh when I had a crappy day.
You were the one I vented to when I was
mad, the one I shared all the good stuff
with. You always knew when I was full of
crap, and you always called me on it. You
were smart, you were funny, you were
good-looking. You were mine. And then,
suddenly, you weren't. I knew every day
exactly what I'd lost, and I missed you
every day and I believed in you every day,
and my heart broke every day. That's the
big favor you did for me. Thanks so much.
Here's the kicker. You weren't even
protecting me. You were protecting yourself.
If you'd given half a thought to me,
you wouldn't have said good-bye."
++the comeback kissdon't be flattered that he misses you.
he should miss you.
you're deeply missable.
however, he's still the same person who
broke your heart.
remember, the only reason
he can miss you is because
he's choosing,
everday, not to be with you.You can't pretend you never think about us.
We had our problems, but we had good
times too. Like that slow dance that seemed
to last forever and not long enough
at the same time. And the summer where everything started. Remember those nights when we pretended it would never end? Maybe you can, but I can't forget everything so easily.
Our racing hearts and your laughter still sometimes reach my ears. Don't you want those days back? Please tell me you do. Because I can hear you say you regret us. I don't think I can hear you say you
regret me.
Friday, November 30, 2007
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What if we already met the right
person, but weren't ready to fall in love?.)"you don't need to say a
word. i need
to tell you something.this here, may make
or break me. i still care about you, i neverstopped.so please, don't leave me here."and sometimes it's better
the second time around.i was blind and foolish,but i
was just a girl.so kiss me with
your lies,& promise me the world.please don't let this turn into
something it's not.i can only give you
everything i've got.i can't be as sorry
as you think i should,but i still love
you more than anyone else could.There's someone in her past that
she hasn'tgotten overyet. Each day
is like the last & she misses what she
can'tforget.It's just an empty space
where something used to be.Now she
guards the gate, but she's lost the key.
So no oneenters, but no one leaves.When someone's gone from your
life for a really long time, you start to
forget stuff about them. Like, you forget
what their voice sounded like, & how they
loved you so much, & how everything you
did was completely okay with them.
++Party of FiveLike all of a sudden I didn't fit
in anywhere. Not at school, not at
home & every time I turned around,
another person I`d known forever
felt like a stranger to me. Even
I felt like a stranger to me.
++Wendelin Van DrannenIt's like i dont know you anymore.
I don't miss you at all.
I miss who you used to be,
and who i thought you were all along.She is the type of girl that wishes on stars, even though she knows nothing will happen. She still wants some hope, that her life will be better. She wishes to be prettier, a stronger person. But most of all, with tears running down her face, she wishes for him.
She's thinking of him.
You can hear the smile in her voice.Remember when we first met? and I was scared to open myself and my heart up to you? I was scared of getting hurt, scared of being rejected, scared to be myself. then we talked and I thought we connected && that I finally found someone with a shoulder to cry on and a loving heart. well, all I can say is I was wrong; and its the guys like you that detour me from finding the nice guy
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on, the one person who can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, & no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know its a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know your better off with out but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn't know what to do with out them. The one person that you know doesn't deserve you but yet you choose to over look it. Because you love him.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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1. there's always gonna be that one thing you wish for but never get, that one mistake you can never take back & most of all the one memory you would do anything just to have it again
2.So tonight I'm thrown back into those memories,
face to face with my past, hoping for some sort of closure,
that will let me leave all this behind.3. i can`t look you in the eye anymore, becuase I no longer know whos looking back
4. Okay, here it is, your choice..
it's simple, her or me,
and I'm sure she is really great.
But i love you in a
"pretend to like your taste in music,
let you eat the last piece of cheesecake,
hold a radio over my head outside your window"
unfortunate way5. i've learned that it takes years to build up trust
and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.6. What do you mean you don't know how to love? Do you think any of us know how to love? Do you think anybody would ever do anything if they waited until they knew how to love? Do you think people would even get out of bed in the morning if they knew how to love?
7. And it takes more time than I've ever had. Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget. As young as I was, I felt older back then. More disciplined, stronger, and certain. I was
scared to deathof eternity. I was saved by grace but destroyed by ativity. Ilied to myselfand said it was for the best.8. I saw you today and realized how far apart
we've grown. I know I should talk to you and
ask you how you've been doing, and I really
wish I could..but it's just occurred to me that
we're strangers now. You don't know me
anymore, much less want to. It's okay that
you've moved on. I know that everything is
different now..9. This past year,
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt,
Pictures never replace being there,
and memories, good or bad will
bring tears to your eyes,
and words will never be able
to replace the feelings.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
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* Friendship Quotes *
sometimes. your friends can hurt you worse than
any of your enemies could ."Friendship, for example, is a real gift. It's given with no expectations and no gratitude is needed, not between real friends." - Mr. Feeney
It's sad to know that there are some people that you will have to say goodbye to in your lifetime.
it's sad how they can just slowly fade away and you just have to sit there, and watch it happen.Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation.
One more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever?
If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days.
And none will outweight the one you wish you had back.& even if we never talk again, always remember that I’m forever
changed by who you are & what you meant to me.Times were tough, but memories remain.
Situations were rough but we overcame.
Side by side, together we grew.
When all is said & done I'll look back on friends like youthere's those occasional nights when you break down
and cry because you know that things will never be the same
well, i guess tonight's one of them.i won't even pretend that i still know you
maybe you're the one that's lost
but you're not looking for a way back
can't you see our friendship was the costgreat to see you're smiling again
but it's a shame
we can't stay friendsit's sad to see that two people
who use to be so close don`t
even recognize each other any-
more.. not because they grew up
but, because they grew apartTwenty years from now I'm gonna look back & remember that
you were that one person who could turn every frown into a
smile in a few simple words. That person who lifted my head
when I was losing faith in myself. That one person who carried
tears on her shoulders after every fight, every break up,
every death. That one person who always knew what I was feeling
by the look in my eyes. That one person who accepted who I was
when everyone else laughed in my face. That one person that
accepted every decision I made, believing that I'd make the
right decisions. That one person who knew who I really was.
That one person that made the biggest difference in my life.
My best friend. ♥the friends who grew up with you
deserve a special respect.
the ones who stuck by you shoulder to shoulder,
in a time where nothing was certain,
all life lay ahead, and every road led home.
-the wonder yearsIts okay to want someone you can't have. It's okay to
keep friendships when you don't want them, or want
something more. Its okay to cry when you're hurt and
its okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe
it or not, its always gonna be okay. Thats just how it works.
Sometimes, things don't always work out the way you want
them to, and a lot of times, it seems like they never will,
but its okay. Thats how life's supposed to go. Its all about
learning how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road and
waiting til they're smooth again. Its all about forgiving and
forgetting. Its all about waiting and wishing.
Thats just how life is.the worst thing in life is to lose a friend.
a friend that means the world to you -
a friend that you put all your trust and faith in
a friend that you believed in from the start
a friend that took the center of your heart
a friend that you'd die for
a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime
a friend, a good friend, a best friend.It's not up to me anymore.
if you want me in your life,
you're just going to have to figure out a way
to get me there.a real best friend never gets sick of you,
they always want to hang out with each
other, they have all the insiders in the world,
no matter what happens or who comes
along.. nothing gets in the way of their friendship.i look at all the pictures from the past, thinking
of how the years went by so fast. the dances,
the parties, the jokes, the laughs, the shoulders
to cry on, & cute photos, the people ive known
since way back when, the new kids came every
now & then. the friendships you make come &
go, but theres always those few youll always
know. now as we go our separate ways, i know
ill remember those days.
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