oh k. so this friday i was to go to ne with a friend and my sis to a wedding that will be going on this sat. well just today the girl who was like yeah ill take you and all just told my sis and i today we have to find a way back home. and the ppl who she told us we could ride with are ppl i work with and im like im not going... and they were like why are you upset i know you know ppl who would get on your nervs more. and im like no.. they just tick me off so much. and they have been having car problems. im just like i dont want to ride wit hthem.. so i was like thinkin i would not go.. but on friday i was to meet up with a girl i went to college with we were going to have dinner. thats like one things im like yeah i want to go.. but i know im still going to be like aaaaaaaaaaaa if i have to ride with them back. cause its like a good 5 hr drive.. and i dont like working with them how am i to like being in a car with them lol???

so what would you do if you were me?

well.. i have not been putting much up becuase im not doing much with my pounds other then going up again. but i know that i can get rid of them its just its been to hot to do stuff and then im lke i dont care when i real do.

work...

well work has its ups and downs. yesterday i was so mad i wanted to cry. this only happend becuase i had to be boss after noon. when i am the boss i feel like the older ppl do not or can not hear what i have to say and then they get mad at me. like yesterday we were done at like 1 but then they had a nother job for us to do. they complain becuase they dont have many hours and then they complain cause they have to work. that makes me upset. but im glad its friday work should be ok today.... and then tomorrow i just have to work like a couple hrs for the paper.. should be ok.

boys....:)

well i somewhat am trying not to talk to the one that i liked and he is going to have a baby, not because of that, but because of other things in his life that are not were they should be.

im talking with a guy that i started to talk to when i lived in pa. he does not re-call that but thats ok. we been chatting like ever night and its fun just to read wahts on his mind and all. yeah...