Monday, November 20, 2006

  • Our Own Decisions

    Another tune from Alison Krauss, from the Cold Mountain soundtrack. (Click at bottom of post)

    Well, I recall his parting words.
    Must I accept his fate?
    Or take myself far from this place?
    I thought I heard a black bell toll.
    A little bird did sing.
    Man has no choice when he wants everything.

    We'll rise above the scarlet tide
    That trickles down through the mountain
    And separates the widow from the bride

    Man goes beyond his own decision
    Gets caught up in the mechanism
    Of swindlers who act like kings
    And brokers who break everything.
    The dark of night was swiftly fading
    Close to the dawn of day.
    Why would I want him just to lose him again?

    We'll rise above the scarlet tide
    That trickles down through the mountain
    And separates the widow from the bride.


    My favorite lines in this song are: Man goes beyond his own decision, gets caught up in the mechanism of swindlers who act like kings and brokers who break everything.

    I have mulled upon this song for almost a year, and I've approached this post numerous times in the last few weeks.  It evokes so much emotion for me because of my experiences in the last few years that I have been unable to find "the bottom line" regarding how this song speaks to me.  Today, the thread of "truth" arose out of my inner turmoil.

    Man has a tendency to disregard his intuition, his personal compass guiding him to health and wholeness, for the sake of the mentality of a group/cause/or other individuals.  The ramifications of this are damaging and can be tragic.

    I cannot elaborate yet.











Comments (5)

  • Leonidas
    will have to give that soundtrack a listen...
  • alwaysseeking

    booneidee -

    I wonder if elaboration is even necessary.  What is obvious from your post here was that a rich "transaction" took place between you and the emotion/sentiment of this song.  You have experienced something hard and harsh in your life, with which you struggle for clarity and liberation.  You then encountered this song which, despite not being able to precisely articulate it, spoke peace and life to you.  Indeed, your "intuitive" response to this song and recognition of an obvious healing effect it had (whether you can describe it or not) is the value your obtained.  Being able to expound on it is mostly for the benefit of the other "individuals/group" - in a way that this palatable to them.  Perhaps, the best way to "expound" for the benefit of others is simply to pass along this song, as you have done, so that others' "intuition" repond in equally mysterious yet profound ways for their growth and healing whereever the song might find them...

    - alwaysseeking

  • booneidee
    alwaysseeking- I rewrote this post multiple times last night, and I finally came to the conclusion that you did. Saying anything more would be trying to connect to others based on my assumption of where they are at. The "truth" was in that statement. Until I can articulate my own experience, it will have to suffice. Do you find it is difficult to leave and consider your contributions/thoughts/actions to be enough? I am learning this. I am learning to let who I am, in whatever form my expression takes, to stand alone. I may have room for improvement, but that assessment can now at least be based upon what is genuinely "me" and not what I am trying to be. Does that make sense? -booneidee
  • alwaysseeking
    Yes, booneidee, it does make sense.  And it is very refreshing...
  • MrsDarcy_MrsDarcy_MrsDarcy

    I just love Allison Kraus! This is a great song and I've e-mail this post to Mr. Darcy. He'll like it a lot.

    You are taking a blessed journey. I hope you continue to keep us posted with your thoughts.

    Mrs. D.

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