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Love you all,
Eryn

I always pushed him away;
maybe cause deep down I knew
he was the only one for me
and I was too scared to admit it.

&& It's nights like tonight, not even a fake smile could hide the pain

you're playing with my heart
and its getting really lame;;
decide what you want . . .
[ the girl or the game? ]

everytime i see you i want nothing more
then for you to walk up to me &
hold my hand like before.
but this time i wouldn't let you go

before, i couldnt shut you up.
now i cant even get a hello.

&& Now I'm scared to believe,
that maybe he's truly over me

&& that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head

maybe i'm over you.
maybe i've moved on.
maybe i like someone else
or maybe i'm just a perfectly good liar.

Everytime I see you I say "Oh Ive moved on"
Everytime I look at you I say "Yeh we're just friends"
But everytime you look at me and smile...
I end up saying "Wow its so hard to pretend"

Can't it be easier?
Can't I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad every time
With no demading
No other ending
Once again 

its about time you realize that after all we've been through
                 --i still only want *you*

whyDoYouBuildmeUp
        buttercup,baby,just to let me down.

i dare you to need me like nobody else
i dare you to feel me like you've never felt
i dare you to want to be good to me.

the world is gonna throw us a million reasons why this isnt going to work out between us.
but im only armed with one reason why it will
I love him.

it was odd:; his blue eyes met with my brown ones and we didn't look away.

for a moment caught in this awkward staring glance like thing,

and then he did the most amazing thing when he looked away.

he smiled

it's not until i came back here that i realized
what this summer meant, how much i had grown up,
and how hard it's going to be to go back to people
who don't know me anymore.

He smiles. It's a sweet, subtle smile.
The type of smile that would break your
heart if you stared at it for too long

.

beautiful girl with gorgeous
eyes a hidden world of hurt
lies. it's hard for her to
realize love isn't all about the
butterflies.

Eventually we'll learn the differences
between holding hands and seriously
falling in love. We'll learn that kisses
won`t always mean something .
Promises will be broken just as fast as
`they were made .... And sometimes
good-byes really are forever

same old story,

everyone knows.

One heart holding on;

the other one letting go

there she goes again.
falling into his arms.
falling out of reality.
except, this time,
she knows exactly
what she's headed into

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want

i'm busting at the seams to tell you everything.
and it's scaring me because nothing's sure,
and nothing makes sense anymore.

make up your mind,
i'm falling back to you.
after all that we've been through,
i can't let it go.

sometimes you want somthing so bad
that you're afraid of the consequences
are you really afraid of the consequences?
or are you afraid of what you really want?

I want you to fight for me.
I wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever
be with & that you wanted
to be with me.

I`m not afraid of heights, i`m afraid of
falling, i`m not afraid of the dark, i`m
afraid of what's in it. im not afraid to
love im afraid of not being loved back

everything i've learned
about broken hearts ;
i've learned from you