I'll be always moving around in life.That's why I'm never obssessively attached to a person or a place.  Emotional intimacy scares me so.  Of course, i have close friends whom I share my feelings and ideas with, but I never love them so much to a degree that it can hurt and stagnate my own life.  There's a form of journalistic detachment within me to give me sanity and control over emotions with reason.

My friends tell me that I don't open up that much and that I have a huge mask around me as a 'burmese rebel.'  Well, in reality I never had the opportunity to open. I never had time to share my feelings with them because I was really busy.  But that never means I have no compassion.

I finally know that even though there is love, there is no such thing as unconditional love.  Because by nature humans are self-preserving, unconditional love is unlikely to exist, for example, if your best friend and boyfriend do malignant things to you, to what extent will you bear with this person and love him?  Women are abused and  prisoned in fear because they love their husbands, even thoug they are abusive.  It is this unconiditional love that binds them to stay wit their abusive partners.

Ta-ta for now, school starts soon. I'll write again when I'm free and a year wiser.

Mai