if only

you knew how i actually feel about everything. super want revenge. super want things to be peaceful though. so disdained and sad. if only you could feel how i actually feel now. it just started now. just like way before. really hurt by everything. i tried being stupid a while ago but after that i realized that that wasn't the right thing.. i don't want to end up being the loser. i shouldn't reciprocate what you've done to me before. it was wrong of me to do that..

but think about what you did. really hurt, you know. now.. i know it's over.

now you know who my status was for.

FUCK YOUR PARTY