oh my goshhh

i havent written in this thing in foreverrrrr

of course so much fuckin stuff has been goin on.

xmas break was crazy busy. for xmas i got a tiffanys bracelet, lots of clothes, a new cd burner, gift certificates, and good stuff like that. then for xmas i went to my aunts house.

and over break i also hung out with some cool kidds and worked some extra hrs for some extra money lol

then for new years eve my plans changed 839403 times. but i ended up sleeping over devins house.

school lately has been ok, im stoked for summer tho =)

certain people have been pissing me off so badly, but what can u do bout it?

this past wkend was funn.

fri night i went to the mall with dev, linny, and tara...who was the surprise person! lol. it was so much fun hangin out with those girls

sat i worked and then i went over to kelly grants house. it was me kelly, the other kelly g, lisa, arianne, lauren, margie, and i think thats everyone. it was quite funn.

then sun i went to the mall. i got my wb dress. actually i got two because i loved them both and couldnt decide which one to get lol. one is red and one is black. i also bought a tiffanys necklace that matches my bracelet. i absolutely adore it lol.

yesturday me and leese went to make our new shirts! good times?

today im home cuz i didnt feel good so i have a dr appt in a little bit.

i guess that is about it

muahhh**

heyyyy hottiieess lol

so thanksgiving was alrighttttt... you know you know lol

yesutrday was fun. black friday. woo hoo. shopping at target. lol. then work 4-7. but i got done early of course because i always get done early these days. then devin came and picked me up. we went to the mall. went to starbucks of course! and walked around. we ran into erin and amanda so we stood in the middle of hollister talking to them for like ever lol. then aaron called me and wanted to hang out so then me and dev ended up hangin out with him and brent. first aaron decided he wanted to drive and he like drove thru someones front yard lol meanwhile brent kept wantingg to drive so then he did. which was a bad idea. that kidd doesnt even have his permit...im lucky im still alive after that lol. then we went to brents house and hung out for a little. then we went to some abandoned house and hung out there..haha dont ask. then me and dev left and went back to her house and watched part of a movie and then she took me home at like 12ish

today i had work at 10:30 and then i got done 3 hrs early which was niice. and i got to see linny while i was at work because she came in..so it was nice to talk to her since i havent seen her in awhile. then me lisa kelly and jackie went to oaks pizzeria for dinner. then we went to the movies and saw rent..it was weird but good? lol then i just got home a little bit ago

im out of heree x0x

heyyyy wow this break sucks...well its not like bad but i miss everyone like crazzyy! i havent been able to hang out with like anyone =( and im one of those ppl thats always hangin out with friends so its like driving me insanee lol

monday i dont remember what i did. i know my gmother was at my house and i had work and then dance and thats about it.

tuesday. i ran some errands with my mom and then had workk but atleast i got done early.

today. my grandfathers funeral. i had to get up early. then go there. see and talk to a bunch of ppl that i dont remember and that dont recognize me. my uncle didnt even freakin know who i was lol. like yeah i havent seen him in many years but still. and some ppl thought me and my mom were sisters. yeah thanks a lot. oh yeah and apparanyl im bad at dressing for funerals, cuz u know how ur supposed to wear all black and look conservative or w/e shit. but u know that isnt me. so i wore black rhinstoned capris, my like 5 in stiletto heels, a lace low cut pink tank, with a black see-through sequined jacket. my mom was like are u being the sleezeball of the day. and ty was like whats that and my mom was like a slut. and i was like hey im just trying to represent the fam. lol. then everyone at the service were like are u going out clubbing after this. i was like hell yess. lol.

then after the services and standin out in the freeeezing cold at the cemetary we went to yellowhouse for lunch. i basically just talked to my cousins dena and amanda, and then mike and steph who had flown in from indiana so it was awesome seeing them, even if it is a little awkward. 

then afterwards my cousins, aunts, uncles, grandmother, and 3 other ppl who im somehow related to all came back to my house. we all jsut talked, ate and watched tv. and mike kicked my ass in fooseball lol. then my uncle decided he really wanted cfa and he was like isnt there one near here and i was like omg i work there. so then everyone decided to order food from there so then me dena and amanda had to go pick it up. we freakin spent like $60 and had like  a million bags. everyone that i knew workin there thought i was crazy lol.

then we came back here and hung out some more. and then everyone left. and im exhausted. lol

then tomorrow its thanksgivin with my dads side of the fam aka the ppl i was with today. hmm the first thanksgiving with my dads side instead of my moms....strange lol. hopefully it will be fun. im goin to dena and amandas house....hopefully im going to meet amandas "other family" aka her bf and his 6 yr old daughter cuz i wanna meet them. and then its the last day of hangin out with the indiana group aka mike and steph and their parents lol. too bad tarah isnt here since shes in germany =(

all i know is im not used to all this family time...i need my friend time backkk!!!! hahaaa

well im so out of here

xOx

heyyy this is in need of an update lol

thurs was new york. i freakin woke up at 4:30 which sucked. but the trip wasnt all that bad i guess. i slept on the way down. then the actual places we went to were boring. i hung out with like lisa, erin, jackie, bri, mike, josh n other ppl. then we went to the mall for dinner. that was fun of course. we went shopping. then we got lost on the way out. these 2 hockey players were really nice and helped us out though. and told me lisa and arianne we were really hott (but of course we already knew that one) haha. then on the busride home me and lisa were singing and being dumb and drving josh crazy lol. then i got home. then that night my dad and grandmother flew in from florida at like 11ish. so i had to go

friday i stayed home from school. slept til like 10:30. then just hung out. then worked 4-7. then went over to jackies for her suprise party. oh boy we did a good job suprising her. everyone left at 10:30 except me kelly and lisa slept over. me and lisa sung kareoke. oh mann we are amazingggg. lol. then we went to bed kinda early.

saturday hung out at jackes house. left at like 1ish. then just hung out. then had a talent show thing for dance to raise money for ny. it was alright i guess.

then tomorrow i think im going shopping and then i have dance rehearsal.

thats about it

loveee youuu

so today started off horribly. i was so upset bout shit. then it got a lot better. me and lisa went to max and ermas for lunch.  our waiter kept lookin at us. and no one would bring me a spoon and i wanted to eat my soup lol. then at the end i handed the waiter a bunch of money and hes like do u need change and im like i have no idea. i was like i ahve no idea how much money is there just keep it all. then we went over to target and we were supposed to meet kelly but she had to leave so she gave us the list and left. then we went shopping for the birthday girl. we got the most random stuff...shes gonna love it tho. haha. the ppl workin there thought we were crazy for askin them for all the stuff.  then i went back to lisas house. then i had dance 5-7 except i was a little late. then melissa borught me home, right after we stopped at taco bell. lol. then i came home had a huge fight with my parents. i was in hysterics because of everything. then my grandmother calls my house at like 9:30 because my grandfather died. yeah apparantly i was right in my last entry when i said i thought he was dying. my brother was so upset since he was supposed to visit him soon.  no one close to me has ever died, like the closest person was my great grandparents so yeah. i dont know if ill be at school tomorrow, i didnt do any of my hw cuz of what has gone on. plus im not gonna be at school another day cuz of the funeral. and i guess my aunt and cousins from indiana will be flying in soon, and my grandmother from florida because my dad is flying down to flordia tomorrow morning to go get her. i havent seen any of my fam in a long time.

can u say a horrible night?