| | i'm feeling the pains of cabin fever today.
yesterday i had an okay day with my mom. i filled out a couple of applications and we went to lunch. i turned one of them in and picked up a couple more. although, everyone is pretty much done hiring for summer so whatever comes of it, will. its my fault for not getting out there sooner, but there's still hope.
i keep waking up at 2 lately, and my day seems to be wasted because of it. although, i dont have much to do besides cater to every whim my mom yells across the house for me to carry out, or read, or watch tv. so maybe its not a total loss. sometimes it seems like the better alternative. like today, i wish i just stayed in bed. do you ever just lay there for awhile and picture yourself somewhere else? the fan is going and its almost like the wind at the beach. its cool and warm at the same time and you imagine its sunset. never mind the dishes that need done and the clothes picked up, or the books to finish or the tv shows to feed your listlessness. its just silent peacefulness on that beach and thats why you dont want to get up any sooner than you have to.
happy "Dont-Step-on-a-Bee Day" and "Teddy Bear's Picnic Day" everyone!get ready for "Cheer up the lonely day" and "All-American Pet Photo Day" tomorrow.
~rachel~ |
| | Posted 7/11/2004 12:42 AM - 1 view - 1 comments
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