| | - punch drunk love is amazing. i cant believe i got it for $10...hooray for me. it makes me feel like awkwardness is a-okay because chances are someone is just as awkward as you are and you can buy pudding together and fly wherever. ok maybe not. damn you valentines day.
today i had not prepared for sprinkling...which turned into heavy sprinkling...which turned into rain...so i wore flip flops like the hippy i tend to be...end wound up almost hydroplaning on my way to mark study. so i decided to just go barefoot. yeah, sounds gross, but really its liberating. you should try it sometime. walking barefoot in the rain...sounds like some silly romantic cliché or something. but no. it feels good actually, though your feet will get very dirty. also, earlier this week i felt the impulse to run around barefoot on campus. shoes are really overrated i think. wiggle your toes in revolt against the oppression of the socks and shoes.
the other day i noticed a family having a picnic in the grass outside those "family houses" on campus. i was riding the bus and saw them. they looked so content and i was jealous because i got so caught up in midterms and homework and papers to turn in, that even though it was a gorgeous day, i couldnt even enjoy it. how sad is that? i need to let go of everything, really. not just a few things, but everything. i get so tired of having to manage life. why not let life manage itself? i'm seeing how much happier i can be with just surrendering all the little things i think i need to take care of. because ultimately, i dont need to worry about everything. but i do still. i'm still learning.
mark study was good. my midterms are officially OVER. praise GOD! ugh.
i liking sitting in the international lounge at lunch now, partly because they have tons of colored paper cranes hanging on one part of the room and i just like to look at them. they kind of look like flowers all strung together and the whole lounge kinda looks like the tiki room...sans bamboo and animatronic flowers, parots and masks...
i need to go to disneyland BAD. i need to renew my pass. i miss d-land adventures. lets go soon. jenna and i plan on riding alice and wonderland multiple times and taking notes because we are theming our birthday party as such.
well, its 1 am and it will be the earliest i have gone to bed all week. so i hope your day was good. and thats that.
~rachel~
P.S.
meghann put up a "job predictor" thing and so i took the liberty, in my vast amount of boredom, to put in all the names of anything i have online in and so here are the best ones:
Rachel Mink: reality TV show star--well i guess this is a semi-noble profession. then i suppose it will fuel enough exposure so i can break into my true passion: selling worthless things on the home shopping network.
punkybrewster132: a garden gnome--FINALLY an exuse to wear my red pointy hat. can i please have a fox named Swift and shoot rainbows out of my hands like David the Gnome? please?
second_fiddle: astrologer--yay i can fool everyone into thinking 1/12 of the population needs the same advice everyday. maybe i'll get my own spot on the tv guide channel like miss cleo. awesome.
cellar_door7: spinster with cats--did we really need to use this jobfinder to know this one? no. ironic that we've predicted this one since oh...8th grade? yep. its true. i'm destined to be alone and living in cat fur. this confirms it.
i am getting nerdier by the minute... |
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