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viva la weekend.

everything feels a little thrown out of whack since i stayed in riverside on friday...

it was a lot of fun. de-lovely was a beautiful film, and bridget jones' diary always leaves me speaking in an english accent. i heart huckabees is just weirdly fantastic. "i'm sittin' in my tree with the dixie chicks and they're tellin' me everything's gonna be alright."

i came home on saturday and went out to dinner with my parents at the bazaar del mundo in old town because i've put off seeing a "world music" peformance for my paper (due tomorrow) and so we went there hoping to see a mariachi band. not only did we hear the mariachi band play at our table, but there was an andean music group there too, and i felt really dorky for knowing the kinds of instruments they were playing. so i get to write about both in my paper so it'll be eeeeasy.

so sad bird's leaving for awhile. 

everything is changing so fast. with each season everything has turned upsidedown in some way or another. i'm suprised that i've lasted this long and it makes me apprehensive to see what's going to happen next. maybe thats why i've neglected to finish getting my application done for my internship this summer; some futile attempt to keep something still that won't. it doesnt look like it's gonna happen because of my procrastination and hesitation. i'm disappointed.

i wish humans hibernated, because it'd be nice to just fast forward to another time and sleep at the same time.

i hate feeling like such a failure-face and not living up to my full potential.

lame, rachel.