| | well, to get you kids started on things. i wrote this earlier on my other journal. so ta da:
ok just a little drama but we're over that now. lol. when i look at these stupid things objectively i realize just how trivial and futile it all is. its not my place to do anything, because when it is time for something, its all up to God. Its one of those lessons you learn over and over and over because its so easy to pull back a little of what you let go. well, at least with me it is. i mean, this is the thing that gets me everytime. it triggers all the little issues satan loves to torture me with. God's plan has got to be so much better than my own plans. like what jason said at camp, i want to be next to nothing if You are so much more. life is good and i think the break from jcs will be good. sad and boring, but good. i might go to disneyland tomorrow since my pass is almost out and i'm not so sure i'll renew cuz of going to college even though i'll be like, a half hour from it anyways. we'll see.
headset is just about the most boring thing ever. i felt like i was in solitary confinement because that cord only goes so far and i didnt want to trip people. lol. owell, i dont have to do it anymore. kris wants me to do the chains on thursday...we'll see how that goes seeing as how i've never done it, but then again, whats so difficult? you pull...
the show seems really short. i dunno why. maybe cuz theres no scene changes. ::shrug::
i dunno. i think thats it. i'm bored. as usual. wow its been like 3 weeks since i've been bored with absolutely nothing to do. hm. i think i'll go write in my journal or collage or something. productivity is sometimes a challenge.
well, then i'll leave you with this:
"My child, don't ignore it when the Lord disciplines you, and don't be discouraged when he corrects you. For the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes those he accepts as his children." hebrews 12:5b-6
"No, dear brothers and sisters, I am still not all I should be, but I am focusing all my energies on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead." philippians 3:13
~Rachel~ |
| | Posted 7/21/2003 10:14 PM - 1 view - 0 comments
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