| | today, i witnessed a masacre. no...i initiated a masacre. today, thousands of soldiers lost their lives. thousands of innocent (though annoying) soldiers died. from windex. from a vacuum. from me. I KILLED THOSE FRIGGEN ANTS DEAD! lol.
ok, so cheri helped me clean out my room today. yay. i still need to do about a third of it, but its the easier half because there's no ants to get in my way. i'll do that tomorrow unless some other adventure proves more intriguing. hm. i still can't find my remote though...owell.
show was good tonight. i got to see lauren and justin and christine and dev. jimmy had an athesma attack and went to the hospital and we were very sad. but he's all better, he came to denny's after the show. lol. so yeah, we all went to denny's (obviously) after the show. i got shoved on the end of the table practically. thats ok. now i'm home and my foot is asleep.
God is rad. things are muuuuuch better.i dont know why i feel the need to impress people when God is just gonna yoink them away because its a distraction. sometimes i feel like such a disobiedient child. no matter how hard i whine its not gonna happen yet, and its foolish to go around attatching my feelings to people who honestly could care less and who God doesnt have for me anyways. i'm such a retard. lol. still, i'm a girl. and a stupid hopeless romantic at that. proving to be a very BAD combination for my self esteem. ah well. i can't have my way EVER. they say time flies, but in that area of my life, it crawls by slower than paint drying. i just hope i wont worry about it. because you know, i say this now, and chances are in a week i'll be whining again. but thats how it is i suppose. please God, just dont make me a nun. lol.
well....i guess thats it for now. yeah...
~Rachel~ |
| | Posted 7/26/2003 4:20 AM - 1 view - 0 comments
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