| | ::sigh::
i am sorry all i do is whine on here....but what are blogs for?
last night, the hamster (wigbert) got out of his cage TWICE and found him in my room. lol. silly little rascal.
i felt like a complete moron today because i thought i lost my
keys....when i really just left them in lock of the door. it's scary to
think that i feel like i just have so much on my plate that one little
thing can make everything topple over and down goes my composure and
sanity with it. i wanted to do this directing thing right, but
unfortunately my own idiocy has already sabotaged that....
i dont know. i've never known such discontent til this year.
i am a blockhead sometimes, i know.
i kinda freaked out today though, and it's left me wondering why am i
subjecting myself to this kind of stress, why i make everything out to
be a bigger deal than it might otherwise be, or why do i look too far
ahead and decide everything is going to suck...
i do that a lot. i just realized.
well, thats all.
~rachel~ |
| | Posted 1/21/2006 3:29 AM - 1 view - 0 comments
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