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yesterday i got my wisdom teeth pulled. it has to have been the weirdest experience ever. because one second i'm breathing in gas and the guy goes "ok you should be falling asleep soon" and i say "okay" and i'm staring u…
the sunset today was amazing. it started raining as soon as i got on the bus to come back to my apartment. out in the west the sun was still shining through a gaping hole in the clouds and it stayed there as it set. and …
its been awhile. i know. friday i am getting my wisdom teeth pulled because i have been in agony for the past week and a half. i got xrays this morning and i'm ditching my first class because (A) i left a bit too late,…
i love this weather. i cant get enough of it. yesterday i forgot my umbrella and i had to walk all the way to the bus stop in the rain. i didnt even have a hood. i got soaked and my hair got all curly and nasty. but i lo…
sorry i havent really updated in a while. i've just been neglecting my duties online. this weekend i havent done too much. yesterday was probably the most eventful. jessica's wedding was perfect and beautiful. it gives…
i must admit, cyt loves their witch hunts. i feel compelled to add my two sense about the issues concerning our possibly former livelihood, cyt. i figure i've got nothing to really lose about speaking out because theres…
darby perez died last night at 2am. now there is an empty space where his cage was in our laundry room. at least he's not suffering anymore. we will mourn the loss of our cuddly little friend. and now a moment of silence…
pray for our bunny, darby. he got some kind of infection and has a 108 fever and is going crazy. we took him to the vet and they said it doesnt look too good but we'll see in the morning. its a sad night.
i had an impulse to listen to RENT for the first time in ages in my car last night and today. and sing along. brings back lots of memories of being young and stupid, as opposed to older and equally stupid. this weekend…
i had a migraine today. it hurt real bad. so after 5 hours of class and not really being coherant in any of them, i came home and decided to just relax for once. i put my pictures on the wall and they make my room look s…
i feel like i havent had any time to sit down and think to myself. i've been depsperately in need of journaling all for the past two weeks and i havent had a moment to do so. its really beginning to frustrate me how fran…
la la la la life goes on.... i need to be more vulnerable in the right places and i need to crack open the defences i've built that used to keep me safe, and now just keep me from feeling any joy or passion. i know what…