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  • i think its so disheartening to think that i need to pick one thing to be good at in life. but i was having a conversation with myself (haha) and it suddenly occured to me, that that doesnt have to be the case. maybe go…

  • AAAH! its 3rd week! i shouldnt have to write big papers. bleh. well, as you could probably tell, its the first speedbump of the school year where i put off writing until the wee hours of the morning. i think i'm gett…

  • ::grunt:: sometimes i feel like i have to stop being my easy-going-self just so everyone will finally give a damn about what i think or want or need. i am like the target for all the blowing-off you can throw. and i am …

  • IT'S RAINING!!! glorious glorious rain. i love the smell outside. i saw a rainbow! fall is my favorite. i actually won texas hold'em...i think hell froze over. i had a dream stephanie died. i was very sad. hall…

  • i need my own little abyss to scream into right about now......i might need a bulldozer too. why can 2 days a week do such damage to my mind and spirit? i walk out of tuesdays and thursdays completely discouraged, frus…

  • oi. 2nd week and already i'm intellectually absent. this must be a new record. hah. i have somehow injured my forearms today and i dont know how......i dont remember. and thats a little scary. i have a bruise on one …

  • i feel uncomfortable in every sense of the word. other synonyms for the beginning of this school year include: discouraging, inconsistant, draining. etc. i hate the bureaucracy of this place. everyone is waiting to trip…

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