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everything feels funky. unexplainably weird. i dont get it. i got sick for like, a day. i could still get sick. i gotta keep with the zicam stuff....but most of that flu-like feeling has gone away. hooray. sadly, thoug…
jenna and katie bought me a sark book for christmas. sark is amazing. i've been meaning to pick up on of her books for some time now. and i've decided she's the kind of person i want to be when i grow up. it sound si…
2nd blog of the day. get over it. things that get me: -watching hands -big wordy brains -awkward moments -apprehensive grins -listening carefully -runaway balloons -long tight hugs -thunderstorm clouds -know…
iiiiiiiiiiiit's christmas. just in case you didn't know.... it's been a quiet holiday at home with the fam. my uncle made an...unexpected...visit. i have a new favorite scarf. and i'm wearin' it right now. i wanted t…
adjectives are describing words: malcontented. lethargic. unfulfilled. frustrated. apathetic. cynical. unexpressive. curious. confused. sad. restrained. awkward. silent. unimportant. avoided. ignored. mediocre. lonely. …
i've been reading old blog entries of mine and of friends on old journals. i dont know what drove me to it, perhaps just the cynical resolve of the year coming to an end. 3 big questions: where have i been? where am i n…
its cloudy and beautiful. i'm doing nothing but relaxing and reading and having good conversations. winter break is fan-fricken-tastic. i keep catching the end of "you've got mail". hm. christmas doesn't seem li…
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is 7:31 in the a.m. it is an unholy hour that i usually sleep through. but why am i not sleeping through it? because i have a flipping theatre final at 8a.m. i hate how i just do nothing when i t…
i survived. i can't believe it myself. i am still wicked sleep deprived but i can't sleep...oh well. but despite yesterday's apocalyptic events (ok maybe i am being a tad overdramatic...), it finally RA…
i've had that song in my head for a day or two. i've made it through tuesday and things dont seem to bad anymore...probably because i'm not writing my paper yet. hah. meh. i have lots of pictures from sunday, mostly. …
i've truly missed our parking lot dance parties. i forgot how fun they used to be and now theyre even more fun with new friends to jive with. the bird the kels and i drove down to meet with nathalie (back from it…
everybody knows it sucks to grow up. but everybody does. its so weird to be back here. let me tell ya what, the years go on but we're still fighting it. i feel like everyone is playing "adult" and life sucks now. where…
last night kelsey and i finally went and saw the film rendition of one of our favorite musicals of all time.... my reaction? half of me LOVED it. and half of me HATED it. the cinematography, the set design the actors w…