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full of long and longing. take me by the hand and tell me you would take me anywhere... ...like scotland perhaps. i'm leaving on jen and blake's birthday. so sad. i'll be gone for more like 3 months instead of 2. jun…
i just wrote a monster research paper for that stupid bitch of a class, polisci 17. i fiinished about 7 in the morning. i checked my email to hear back from kate in the uk. we've been talking about this great opportuni…
once again i find myself solo in the apartment. but not for long. i was reading through old xanga entries, appalled at myself 2 years ago. i'm in a funk. i admit it. lydia and i always seem to go through different s…
"why ya gotta act like you know when you dont know? its okay if you don't know everything" ah. ben folds. the themesong to the end of the year. its okay not to know everything and freak out that you dont. i think in s…
so. i didn't go to french but i just wrote an ode (i love that word) to mack daddy, the guy in the back of our french class. him and rachel (barnhart) kinda banter back and forth cuz they can pull french out of their but…
so not that i'm on some poetry kick. but i am. so if you think this is some lame attempt to impress you you have no idea how wrong you are. change me. use me. hold me. speak to me. comfort me. make me beautiful. s…
i need to jump start my mind turn off the autopilot shift into gear and get out of here. i have one eye in the past the other ahead of me i must look pretty silly not looking where i am or how to get there stop trying…
today: i did something wrong. i turned in on myself. Current mood: distressed i am frustrated. i have been running so much all week. i should be used to it, i know how theatre is. but lately i am finding myself una…
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