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| So me and Trevor decided we were getting married....
I know, I know Kelly..... I'm insane....but whatever. I love him and I never want to be with anyone else. I am so happy that he loves me enough and is comfortable enough with me that he asked me to marry him. I never would have asked him this early b/c I'd never think he'd want to do it, but I do want to do it. I wasn't suppose to tell anyone, but he told his friend Brian, so I thought I had the right to tell you too. SO write me back. He wants to get married in Febuary. I don't know if we can do it that soon b/c of money issues, but we'll see.
LOVE YA!!! Lacey | | |
| I had such fun tonight. I played bullshit with Jessica and James. We got pretty buzzed of beer while doing so. I'm about to smoke a bowl in a minute, tonights been a pretty good night. My baby's getten' outta jail tomarrow. I had a really good talk with him on the pay phone, I got some things off my chest that were really bothering me. I'm throwing him a coming home party wednsday. I did a lot of planning and some how not much of a turn out... I just got all the bare essentials together like the food, and the *DRINKS* yeeeeeaassa... and ummm Jessica is bringing Cranium..... I heard that game was awsome... NE-How HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN!!!! AND KELLY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| Hi guys. Haven't heard from me in a while. I have a new/ old boyfreind named Trevor. I love him dearly. I been going out with him for 9 months now but I say new/old b/c you guys haven't hear of him yet. I moved in with him last august. NE-who I'm thinking about starvation dieting again b/c no matter how much I excersize I can't seem to get a flat stomach. I eat really heathily. You have no concievable idea...I can't even eat wheat bread unless it's the kind that feels like sand paper and look like a haystack. But it not enough, I need to be thinner damn it! So this is what's I'm desiding. I will stick to my healthy eating habits, only I will expand upon them by never eating past 6:00 and eating 3/4 of what I normally eat. Does that soud good guys??? | | |
| I woke up this morning around 10-10:30. I decided I was going to get back into my diet. I decided today I was going to use the monday food schedual from my Sexy Bitch journal:
Breakfast-2 tsp Magma plus, Chlorophyll
Lunch-1tsp magma plus
Dinner-tsp
Total cal: 48
I don't plan on following the plan for the rest of the week through. I honestly don't want to lose that much weight in that small amt of time.
The cals for the days are:
Mon:50 Tues:300 wed:800 Thurs:500 Fri:150
The actual food cals are a little lower than those numbers but it's fine as long as you don't exceed the maximum.
I think tomarrow I'm going to forget about worrying about food, and just use practical sense in choosing what I eat. You know, stay away from the saturated and hydroginated oils and just eat fresh foods and maybe some fish.
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| I feel like shit. I spent 1/2 the night and all day today puking up stomach acid and lining. I got a little too drunk w/ Jessica and her mom kicked me out b/c I was being "defiant". I don't even remember all I know is I woke up in my underwear in Jame's van. He said I had puked all over my self when I was sleeping and had to take them off. I came home and 7:00 this morning and was sick as a dog. I just now built up the strength to move from the bed to the computer. You know how when your naseus you have to lay down and not sit up b/c if you do it'll make you wanna throw up. The only time I sat up was to either puke drink my soda (for my stomach) or answer the phone. I probably should have unplugged the fucker but I never even though of it. I didn't black out the whole night thought I actually remember most of it. Like I remember sobbing to Phillip and falling on him. He was sitting down so when James came back to the van he kicked Phillip out b/c I was sitting on him and he thought I was macken' on him or somethin. I probably would've too had James been gone any longer but I really wasn't trying to. ow ow ow ow ow oh jesus....my stomach. *whimper* I have to go now....must lay down. | | |
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