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| you need thisso. here's the news.
my dad is doing better, but he's still pretty bad..
he's taking this new medicine and the side effects include turning yellow,,, so im a little scared..
college is better i think. idk it's just nothing different from high school so it's just whatever
but i got the TEACH grant which is super exciting. $2000 a semester and the only catch is i have to be a math teacher in a high need school for four years within eight years of graduating, but it's what i was planning to do anyhow so now it's just set in stone..
the boy front. k. so don't judge me, but me and austin are calling ourselves in a open relationship...
we've been talking regularly just small talk. and it's been so nice. and talking to betty i've just come to the conclusion that we're going to end up marry-ing eachother.. it's kinda real awesome to have my life pretty much planned out for the next 8 years or so.. i'm pretty happy with everything right now, minus the girl drama that's been going around..
but so. i encourage you to update. let it out of your system and move on. <3 | | |
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| like you don't know meYOUR BOY SIDE
[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ]You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[X] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once.
YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[x] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
• Appearance •
[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/ burn easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
• Embarrassment •
[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
• Health •
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone.
[x] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
• Traveling •
[x] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[x] I’ve been to Florida.
• Experiences •
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ]I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
• Relationships •
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• Honesty / Crime •
[ ] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ]I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own designer purses
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
• Random •
[ ] I can sing well
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[y] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[x]I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ]I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ]I like white chocolate.
[ ]I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
WHAT: Happened at 9:00 am today?
i was in the shower
ARE YOU: Wearing something you borrowed from someone?
nope
WHAT: Is the last thing someone bought you?
vitamin water?
WHEN: Was the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
i dont do top friends, theyre all top
WHAT'S: Your current problem?
I want a guy-friend not a boyfriend un-like everyone else
LAST: Person to lay in your bed?
andi?
THE LAST: Food you ate?
imos
SOMETHING: You say when you are mad?
AGRH
DO YOU: Delete people off of myspace?
yes?maybe?
FAVE: Drink?
sweet tea
DO YOU: Crack your knuckles?
sometimes
DID YOU: Cry at all today?
a little tiny bit
ARE YOU: Ticklish?
Yes
WHO WAS: The last person you talked to last night before bed?
matt/tim
HAVE YOU MADE: A mistake this past week?
most likely
DO YOU: Miss someone?
oh yes
DO YOU KNOW: Anyone with the same name as you?
no
WHEN WAS: The last time you really laughed?
at lunch
HAVE ANY: Regrets?
a few
DO YOU USE: An alarm clock?
yessss
ARE YOU: Social or antisocial person?
Social for sure
WHO WAS THE LAST: Person to disappoint you?
oh golly. a bunch.
DO YOU TRUST: People?
mostly
WHAT ARE YOU DOING: Tomorrow?
class, sleep.
WHAT WERE YOU DOING: At 5 in the morning?
sleeping
HAD A: loss recently?
kinda
LAST: movie you saw?
nick and norahs
SOMETHING YOU: want to accomplish in the next 5 years?
graduating
WHAT WAS THE LAST: thing you said out loud?
alright
LAST PERSON: you hugged?
my dad
HOW IS THE: weather right now?
wonderful
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON: to send you a text?
betty
WHAT DO YOU: have handy next to your bed?
cell, and clock
ARE YOU: afraid of the dark?
Nope
FIRST THING: you'll save in a fire?
myself?
WHAT DO YOU: always take with you?
shoes?
HAS ANYONE: put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
yeahh
HOW ABOUT: called you beautiful?
yes :)
EVER TURNED: anyone down you shouldn't have?
no
WHAT ARE YOU: stressing about right now?
boys, test
DO YOU: swallow gum when your done with it?
Never
ARE YOU: currently happy?
mostly
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| screw youi just want a DEPENDABLE guy friend.
scratch that, i just want some ONE i can depend on, always.
im so sick of being the dependable one.
that'd be great. kthanxbye | | |
| i will posses your heartuuuuggggghhhhh
here's the news
my dad is having surgery on oct 1st.
i just want my dad back.
the strong guy who could do all the little things around the house without taking a four hour nap in between.
my eyes hurt from holding in the tears.
i'm now an official for cape youth tackle football.
i love it to death.
4-7 graders and 2-3 graders have to be the cutes things ever.
i could do that all day, especially since it pays 20-30 bucks that day.
and i get to be with the best of the boys. <3
on the boy front
i love me some cute drunk guys but i have to admit i miss austin more and more
it hurts somethin fierce to see his brothers, have mom talk about him, have kacie go see him, watch football with out him, not have the feeling of someone close to me on the couch
i think i just might break the rule i myself made, and go see him for fall break..
you know i won't but i still think about it..
this week is going to be shit.
papers due, two hard test, and french is all weighing me down.
there better be something good this weekend is all i gotta say
ugh. life. <3
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