so i just had a very terrible moodswing. first, i got hell pissed when i read some shit about me 'flirting'. i mean seriously wtf, i went to look back at whatever i said to him and if that is what they consider flirting, i swear to the stars they have no standards whatsoever with regards to flirting and i think those kids are purely retarded and pathetic, ha! plus, fact that they read all that means they're cyber stalking him, no? hah, what loserish freaks. but then again whatever to all this, my conscience is crystal clear! plus i know who i've got my eyes on, and it ain't anyone you lousy gossips know, i think. hah! anyhoehow, at the end of the day, the joke's on them (; HAR-HAR :D

so anyway, that aside,

seconds after my getting hell pissed, my dad flung a baby blue-coloured envelope at me. (i love baby blue by the way) AND I SQUEALED IN DELIGHT. it's the letter from bestfriend! finally finally finally! (: plus, it wasn't like flat, it was all bulky, that means there was more than i'd bargained for inside!!! (: (: she's the sweetest thing ever, i swear opening up her letter made the big fat frown on my face turn into the biggest most gayest grin ever (: bestfriend's so awesome cos even when she's away at camp, god times things for us that at the very moment i'm pissed off, i receive her lovely letter that totally made my day (: 

love you bestfriend, watch out for your reply! (; <3

so, the next couple of days/weeks are gonna be studying, studying, and hmm.. more studying! how exciting, har har har.

i really need a drink to down all this.