hey ash didnt you like last night?  lol I had so much fun but I had fun today too lol

~Abby

well I had sooo much fun runnin through the sprinklers!!!!!!!  Lawrance was kinda like omg Abby did you have to get me all wet but I kinda smiled as if saying you know you had fun doing that:)

:heartbeat: Abby

Haha all right. Are you gonna' be okay?

PK

ok you do that...I wrote Lawrance this really long comment.....just about kristain's youth group it was the longest comment I've ever made lol

:heartbeat: Abby

hey. for u haveing so much to tell me.. u sure didnt tell me ne thing today.. ?.. y wus abby being well....at the park.. she whent some place. i followed.. she when to a different place when i went to were she wus.. and it welll... to tell u the truth...  hurt.. i mean.. it made me a lil sad that she would rather go sit on abench. then with me at the swings. .. and then.. the whole fact of me not kissing her back.. i just.. to be anest.. im a lil scared, freaked out, and my heart is saying its to early. idk y. i just cant u know... over the computer. and the phone. i can and i want to. but then in the real thing. her lips acualy touching mine.. i just. well cant. idk y its just.... hard for me k? im a freaking jermafo. k. now u know now u can not tell plz.. cuz i gotta get over my ways and if not. then well.. i dont think abby would apriciate me not kissing her for idk eva. so like umm yea.. im trying to get that broken... now.. i guess the first step of breaking it is to drink after her..but. lol im not drinking water... lol so like umm yea.. as soon as i drink or eat or even feel her tonge with mne.. ill be fine. lol but i dought that the frenching would eva happen but we neva know u know.. cuz i whent from abby dont touch me to abby. toch me more..< lol that sounded weird and a lil bit rong. lol but yea.. i just need more time b4 i can well acualy kiss her face to face.. and it would also help if u wernt there staireing at uss. lol it wus so bothering me.. lol but yea my point is.. i have already told her hat we should wait longer to kiss.. i just havent told her that im a jermafo. and i hope u know wut that is.. do u? well gosta go night. i love you and abby.. *kisses you on cheek, abby on lips* night

ah i c.. but its ok.... the whole point of me going wus mainly so i can see u.. and abbyy.. i talk to her every day. and as much as posable. u. i barely speak to now.. i dont call anybody but abby. and if she aint there i call u. if u aint there i call erica. then alana,then de,then ross. and then victoria.. and somes maybe katie.. kk well.. yea.. i mostly wanted to see abby yes.. but i also wanted to seee u 1%more... so like i didnt really like how we left u by yourself on the swings.*gasps* !!!! u didnt give mea hug :cry: oh well.. i guess every 1 forgets to give me a hug... includeing sarah = 11th grader that lives in dallas. and has a crush on me. lol she is 1 of my friends.. and like. she is also my older brother's gf's cuzin. lol the first time i met her. i spent the night with my friend bradly. who is younger than me = 10. cuz my lil bro's were being pain in the asses.. so he asked if i could stay with him.. so i did.. then.. i found out that there cuzin wus there. and all.. lol... we first whent swimming with her.. and my brother nade a fool outa himself. cuz well.. he wus trying to dround me an all... lol and i well... nocked the crap out of him. lol it wus funnie. but then.. we had to get out. and so i did. and bradly and i started jusmping on the trampilean.. then.. she got um there and wus pushing us around. lol it wus funn... at like idk... 1am we disided to go to bed. so we were going to sleep in the liveing room. when the 2 girls wouldnt let me sleep. lol and then finaly sarah and i started resleing. lol so i got up after a bit. and when behind the couch. well.. they have this 1 fold out bed that they pu on top of me... and them sarah layed down on the bed.. lol lil did she know. that im stronger than i look. and well.... the matress flew out from under her. and well oooppssyyy.. lol she fell ontop of me. and we were llike stuck behind the couch for a lil bit trying to get out.... final.. at like2am.. they let me go to sleep... but well.. lol acualy they didnt.. instead. they started to put lipstick on me.. and im like ok w/e as long as u dont get it on my face. ill be fine.. well... lol they put it all over my face. and then i got up and wus in the bathroom for 10 mins at first. and the door wus open and all.. so sarah steped at the door. and i wus a lil bit mad.. she asked me if i wanted some help. and well... i said no. and slamed the door in her face.. hitting her in the head slightly... then after i got it all off. i came out.. looked at the clock.. it said 4am. lol so then sarah was laying on the floor at the base of the couch. and i layed on the couch.. and well.. she wusnt really sleeping. .. i go," hey sarah u awake?.... well.. im really srry that i hit u in the head. r u ok? i didnt mean to. and well... all ppl do stupid things when they r maddd.. and well.. im sorry.. i really like you. and i dont want u to not be my friend cuz of me being an idiot and all" and she replyes..," its ok and thanks." so wwe when to sleep .. and thats all i can remember.. oh and also the other day at the park...we were at bradley's soccer game.. and it wus over.. so sarah was going around giveing ppl she has seen in a lil bit huggs.... but when she got to me... she didnt give me a hugg.. and i got some wut jelouse cuz she gave my older bro a hugg. and then i also spent 2 whole days with her at slash. lol. ok well enough of her.. lol cuz i some wut broke her heart 2 days ago. when i told her i didnt  feel for her like that any more..... cuz well. u know she lives in dallas tx. and she wus gonna move here. and when she did we were gonna try to go out and see how it works out.. well..... i dont really wanna goout with her no more.. cuz i have abby. and i hope i will foreva. kk well i gotta go.. love uyou. and abby!. night