opendiary is unstable sometimes. dun wanna abandon it as i quite like the layout of opendiary.

first day of school (for me) yesterday.  and today is first rehearsal after i came back from Germany.

before i left HK, i hoped there will be changes in me.

but afterall, what do i want? what am i looking for? i'm quite confused now.  feel like decaying. 

Destiny or fate.

really have to thank Lucia, an old man i met when i arrived Germany first day in Frankfurt.  he taught me sth important, some words he said.  he also said, " u may not understand how much u have learnt today. u learnt too much".  i dunno if i learnt too much that day.  but his words really helped me a lot during my trip in Germany and maybe for the rest of my life.  i dun have his contact, i dun even know how to spell his name.  if there is God, i would rather think it is God's msg to me, to walk with me through the adversities.