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WELL-DRESSED Sometimes I wrap the dark and loneliness around me at night before I sleep. Then I dress in it in the morning light. I always hope it has dissolved into the chill of midnight. No such luck. It retur…
- 4/28/2004 8:01:48 PM
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Weekends are just too short, especially when I was having fun. Boo! Hiss!
- 4/26/2004 8:17:58 PM
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Ahhh, Friday. My air conditioner seems to not be working...Since it is about 84 degrees in the place tonight, I think it is broken or something. Well, tomorrow I will call about it. Not supposed to be as hot tomorrow,…
- 4/23/2004 10:50:27 PM
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ETERNITY As I watch the sun slide down a shaft of time, I know where and why I have come to be at this spot: in this niche of life. A tiny mistake in the spiral of eternity, and I was born to live out this existe…
- 4/21/2004 5:59:58 AM
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Did I remember to tell you that some 16 year old kid who is still in the 8th grade told me on Friday that "It's teachers like you who make this school a living hell." Yep, in his worst, lowest, most intimidating-wanna b…
- 4/19/2004 6:43:29 AM
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It has been so hard this week. But I think I may make it. Yesterday was the worst. I was so tired by 2 PM, I could not make my mouth say words...but I hung on for that last hour. DEAD DREAMS Sometimes, just b…
- 4/15/2004 7:25:28 PM
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Tomorrow--Back to work. Hope I can make 5 days this week. I did okay with the two days, so maybe I can hold it in the road. CARNIVAL RIDE BEEN TOO LONG WAITING AND ON THIS TRACK TO GET OFF THIS RIDE. RI…
- 4/11/2004 5:13:31 PM
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NO FREE LUNCH "THERE’S NO FREE LUNCH," SHE SAID STANDING WAITING FOR A BUS TO TOWN. WANTING TO RIDE. THE DOOR SCREECHES OPEN. THEN SPEWS ITS PASSENGERS OUT ONTO A SIZZLING SIDEWALK. "EXACT CHANGE" NO…
- 4/7/2004 6:34:52 PM
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GENESIS Clouds in his eyes, Frost on his fingertips, He raced headlong into the dust clouds of tomorrow. Somewhere past the mystic mountain, Rolling around the sinking sun, Flying around the edge of tomorrow, He plunge…
- 4/3/2004 8:42:28 PM
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