mail doesn't come on Sundays. it's the only day I can get a little peace and not be disappointed (but Monday comes again and every day I'm waiting; I hate being so weak) I can't sleep doctor's appointment tomorrow. h…

and this is beauty, the dandelion that has found its way through a crack in the pavement. how hard is it then to break through concrete, if you're just a weed relying on the power of your roots to push up into the light…