YUCK! YUCK! YUCK!

This morning I was greeted with a very lovely sight as me and the kiddos headed out for our weekend spendscursion....there were tiny DEAD earthworms all along my driveway leaving a distinctive sight of path too.  YUCK!

I mean, it has RAINED all this past week--a true blessing we shore did need it! (my texas tawk)---but what good is it if these poor plowers find their way too far up and die on impenatrable concrete?  I think that was a eulogy of some sort. heh heh

So I've been 'reflecting' a lot on my past..considering I'm nearing another bday.  And you know, I have a huge amount of GUILT attached to me concerning my TEENAGE years.  Perhaps you'll get a better idea of why and what I mean when I post one of my most humiliating/mold-making moments in my life on Monday....the time I was almost *CAUGHT* in the Band Hall---let your imagination run wild.....you'll probably imagine right!

But you know it's funny....the more pressured by guilt I was to 'be good' and 'do right', the more rebellious or curious a person can get.  I mean, I was brought up CATHOLIC and guilt was what ironically enough pushed me to finally stop going to church altogether....that and finding the routine chants and lectures not really what I thought 'church' should be.

Anyway, my personal views on religion has no relevance here.  I believe what I believe and so on and so forth.  No one is right...no one is wrong.  But back to my reflections...

So, I realized I never got to participate in a few of these things that I think I should be able to do already...I mean, I got to kick myself in the ass sometimes to get moving!!

1. is participating in the local 10K walk/run  ---it's usually held in early feb.  sooooo think i can do it????
2. making a name for myself locally....(like contributing to the paper regularly, community service, SOMETHING!!) I think I'll work on an inquery for a new regular column in the sunday paper....this is going to take time and lots and lots of nail-biting!!!!
3. losing frikin weight! (nuff said)

Let's see which one I'll bite my tongue on by this time next year.....with any luck at all, I'll be a famous thin runner by that time! LOL

NOT!