Sunday, June 01, 2008
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to believe in 'hearts, not parts' ?
this saying only seems to be known in that whole community, but why not with anyone else ?
my meaning of love is totally shot because everyone seems to be ashamed of something, to never be perfectly content on publicly displaying the person you love.
you boys post your girlfriends picture and the typical paragraph about how she's all yours and no one could ever replace her, yet your inbox is jammed full of dirty talkings from out of state whores that you'll never take the time to know. you girls get bored and send your n00dz to any last unforgiving boy that gives you the time of day.
I'm starting to lose touch with raw emotion and reality because no matter how many chances I feel like I'm giving-for someone, anyone to show me that they realize they posess that red, bloody, pumping muscle we like to call a heart, I end up losing one more ounce of hope. I don't want to admit it, but I'm starting to think all hope is gone.
It sounds cocky, but when someone gives me the time to explain myself and why I am the way i am and show them myself completely, nothing held back, they fall in love with me.
whether I like it or not.
I make the mistake you do, I buy into it.
I always have.
and nothings ended well.
Here's where I draw the line.
Here's where I wait.
for days, for months, for years.
I will not settle for less, ever, ever again.
I know someone with a heart as big as mine will be drawn to me, I at least have that much hope.- by kelli
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