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Friday, July 25, 2008

Thursday, July 24, 2008

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    By Sigur Rós
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    Confusion.

    I don't know what to do anymore.  These past few days have been extremely emotional.. well, for me.  I don't show them, well, I don't explain them.  My question is: What's wrong with you?

    It's like... a different person.  One day you're excited that I'm coming, you're loving, caring, everything.  Then somedays you're the opposite.  Distant.  I don't know if it's something I've done, or if it's something on your mind, or if it's just you overreacting on things that you're not telling me.  I'm just so confused about what you're thinking... what you think of me

    I miss you so much.  When you're like this... I miss you even more.  Because you're so distant, and you occupy yourself with other things when you're talking to me.  Something's on your mind and you're not telling me.  It drives me insane. 

    And I absolutely hate it when you don't say you love me.  When you don't, it's like you're putting me out in the cold. I hate it.

    But this is just me being selfish I guess.  I like to know what' in front of me, I want it all laying out on the table for my eyes to see.  I don't want to play guessing games anymore. 


    I want to waste away.
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    Weezer (Red Album) [Deluxe]
    By Weezer
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    9 Days.

    I'm very excited.

    I can't wait, I can't wait!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

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    Mama's Room
    By Under the Influence of Giants
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    So it's the 22nd.

    Which means I MUST have a blog entry.  I'm not sure what I'll consist of... but I'm doing it.  I just fully woke up, also.  Neerav called at what I thought was 7 in the morning but I read the clock wrong... it was really 1 something. Hm, weird.  I've also been having weird dreams again.  The night before I had a dream about Dallas Green giving me a tattoo on my stomach. Which is really odd considering he's just a musician that is basically covered in tats.  Though maybe it was because I talked to an old friend who introduced me to Dallas' music that triggered the dream. Maybe.  And last night, I had a dream about like these four really messed up guys who were driving this old police van.  Kristen was with me, and we both noticed that they stopped where we were.  (I'm not sure what we were doing, so that's why it's kinda jummpy.)  Two of them got out, and one had a niddle handed out for Kristen. She took it and she automatically asumed that she had to poke him in the eye. Apparently he enjoyed this because he started giggling and went back to the van.  The one standing next to me had a marker ballaning on his collar bone and I figured I had to take it and write on his chest since he was the only one topless.  So I started drawing and doodling and what not.  After awhile I stopped and put it back on his collar bone and he walked away happily.  I'm not sure what may have triggered this... but I do know that I was drawing that night and I know Kristen is deathly afraid of needles... and my other friend has this eye phobia thing... so... Hm, uncanny? I'm not sure what the police van or the four guys mean though.  I guess that's what makes dreams really odd.

    On a less weird and creepy note,  I'll be flying to Florida in about 2 weeks now.  I'm pretty freaking excited but also nervus because it'll be my first time flying.  I'm not sure if I ever said that before but oh well.  I'm supposed to be getting my ticket today... (yeah, I know it's a little last minute).

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