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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Keep holding on...

I will be the first to admit that I am stubborn as hell. I have been holding on to something for so long and so tight. After a while, I don't even know what I am grasping and why anymore. Some times, when you hold on to it too tight, you can suffocate it. It's time to let it go and let it breath. It's time to let it go and see what I am really holding on to. I have forgotten that "to love" doesn't always necessarily equate to "to have." If you really love someone, you just want to see them happy. After 3 boring days of doing almost nothing and countless hours of listening to "Bad Day" and "Keep Holding On," I have finally been enlightened lol... Oh, forgot to thank my wing man for all the pep talk he gave me.
Things to do for the new year:
1) Stop gambling? Nope, not happening. It's in my blood...lol. I still can't believe I lost 15 th--s-nd washingtons in less than 2 months. How did that happened? GREED. I am always winning, just don't know when to stop. And then I get bagged and deservedly so. While I am not going to stop gambling, but I am definitely cutting down on my AC trips. I am definitely not going to gamble unless I am with friends. I am too reckless and compulsive. So for the new year, I am going to gamble responsibly.
2) Workout - Hell yeah!!! For the past 2 months, the only exercise I been doing is slapping my hand on the black jack tables screaming "monkey." As for cardiovascular, I don't have to worry about that. I get a lot of that in AC. Putting up a $1,000 bet would make your heart beat so fast that it makes u feel like it's going to pop out of your chest. I hardly slept and ate, definitely loss weight. Yeah, so it's time to change my life style. Back to working out and handball, it's a more healthier addiction.
3) Aim higher and climb to the top. But hey, I have to gather up my equipments first right? It's nearly impossible to climb a mountain with one's bare hands. It also helps to have a partner look out after you *hint hint.*
Best gift that I ever got in my life: 8 Gig Ipod Nano from former/future lpj

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

After all these years...finally, finally, finallllly...I took my first tournament! Perseverance does pay off. All these years in the handball court were not spent in vain. I can't speak for other people, but I didn't spent all these years on the court just smacking balls. I learned about people, life and myself. Everything you do on the court is a reflection of the person that you are off the court. If you are easily frustrated, then have a temper problem. If you are not willing to hustle and dive for the ball, it shows that you are a lazy person. If you panic when you are losing, that shows that you don't know how to deal with pressure. In handball, if you are relax and give it your all, there are no limits. You can go as far as your mind takes you. Even though if you don't go far, it doesn't matter. Cause life is a bitch, some times things are just not meant to be. Accept that, and you'll be a happier person. Have NO FEAR, and give it your all. =)

Thursday, June 05, 2003

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12/25/2002 to the end of time